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back after 5 years, wow i forgot i posted any of this. i don't think I'll be deleting anything, for the sake of an archive and whatnot. 
          
          i doubt anyone will care more than i do to read the posts here but if you stumble across this account please don't take it too seriously i was very young when i posted these things 5 years ago, and quite genuinely everything has changed since then. 
          
          alright, back to being m.i.a.

I haven't been on this account in months and I'm looking at my past messages and thinking, like damn was I a depressed little sh*t . Lol, I'm better now tho. So ye, if anyone's reading aha.

... I'm scared

ignore this, it's just me being a confused lil sh*t.
          
          
          
          it's not sad.
          it's not depressed.
          it's not.. i don't know.
          it's probably impaitent. and sorta lonely.
          i just want someone there.
          someone who'll care.
          someone.. who won't go... sorry. i don't know. ignore this. i'm sorry.

me: *colours on the wrong layer*
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          ARGHHHH---

sub to pewdiepie

I just finished off two presentations for tomorrow, for once I feel sort of proud
          
          
          
          Oh, and I hid a bunch of uwu's in one but we aren't talking about that—

me: it feels like ages since i talked to her
          brain: it was literally five days ago
          me: yea i know but it feels like weeks
          brain: but it was only five days ago
          me: or months
          brain: woha ok lets go back to weeks it wasn't that long ago, jfc...
          me: it feels like weeks ago
          brain: but it was five days ago??
          me:
          brain:
          me:
          brain:
          me: who's fucking side are you on?
          
          im meant to be asleep but this just came to mind
          
          see what i did there
          yeah
          heheh
          i'll show myself out
          humor does not mix well with  all this edginess below
          like damn can i make up my MIND??
          that was intention
          okbyeloveya--

roses are red,
          violets are blue, 
          sugar is sweet, and so are you
          
          but the roses have wilted, 
          the violets are dead.
          the sugar-bowls are empty,
          and my wrists are stained red

i feel my heartbeat
          
           stop goddamnit-