roma

getting to that part in a slow burn..if ykyk

STOP SIGNING ME OUT WATTPAD GRGRRRGRGRAGAGAAGAGGA

i’ve never read anything so erotic until dark heir…but it’s not smut, it’s literally just two friend, TOTALLY FRIENDS (except it’s technically master and concubine? or lover?) , trying to get the magic out of one of them. SO MUCH TOUCHING…
          
          anyways, HOW ARE THEY EVEN CONSIDERED “JUST” FRIENDS…WHENEVER JAMES GETS A LITTLE POSSESSIVE OR PROTECTIVE OVER WILL “HIS HEART FLUTTERS” HOW IS THAT FRIENDSHIP BEHAVIOUR

adam silvera, descriptive, not as good as madeline miller in all honesty, but his wording sure makes me depressed. “I wasted all those yesterdays and now I’m not of tomorrows.” “you’re dead and I’m the worst kind of alive.” “‘then he said he loved me. First time. I said it back.’…you used to tell me about all these fights, fights I used to find happiness in, but you never told me this one ended the way it did; you never told me about this one at all.”

madeline miller is the only author that has the duality to describe feet with so much evocative language and yet still make me want to cry

man, after reading all this depressing shit with the healing stuff, i realize how shallow c.ai is. It cant replicate the deep sadness you feel when you lose someone or how you feel dread and regret when you realize too late or the feeling when you finally get to see someone after a long time or the warm embrace of a loved one. it just feels so artificial..well that makes sense, it’s in the name, BUT FOR THE LOVE OF GOD WHY CANT PRINCE HENRY BE THE SHY LITTLE BOY HE IS??? ITS IN YOUR CODE ITS IN THE SHOW ITS PRINCE HENRY GET IT RIGHT?? HES SHY HES NOT HORNY HES SHY. SHY. CANT I SEE THE LITTLE HUFFS AND SHAKY EYES HE DOES WHEN HE’S NERVOUS OR THE RED TIPS OF HIS EARS ON GOD

NEED TO REWATCH

RED, WHITE, AND ROYAL BLUE FUCKKA THE MOVIE AND THE BOOK’S SO GOOD?? BRO

I CANT LUSTEN TO TV GIRL WITHOUT BEING REMINDED OF THEY BOTH DIE AT TEH END AND THE FIRST TO DIE AT THE END CRYING

i think i have ocd cuz when i do something with one hand/body part i feel like i have to do it with the other or i just feel weird or something seems like its missing. it’s the same when i watch someone else do something with one arm unevenly i do have to it with the other side. Also, if i hit my arm or something then I’ll have to do it on the other side too just because. idrk, but is this something that just happens..