Listen. I haven’t known of your existence for long, but from what I can tell, we’ve been through very similar experiences. And age regardless it hurts so much to know you are in this much pain. But please, please don’t do this. I get the feeling I might be too late, but in the slim chance I’m not, I want to try. No one should feel this bad. I’m not gonna give you the, ‘you’re not alone, it’ll be ok’ speech, because it won’t get ‘better’ it won’t be ‘ok’ but that’s ok. You have to have the strength to push, even if you don’t feel like it. Removing yourself like this won’t help anything. There is someone out there who needs you. This wasn’t in the timeline. Yours doesn’t stop here. Please, please don’t do this. Please.