_awkwardfangirl_

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Have I been writing my nano project? Kind of. 
          	
          	HitM and BTR? No
          	
          	Working on rewriting projects? Not even a little
          	
          	A lesbian haikyuu au where every ship but daisuga is fem? Every fucking day
          	
          	If you're into some gay girl fluff and are passionate about Kiyoko x Yachi then this fic is for you✌
          	
          	https://archiveofourown.org/works/16522418/chapters/38702051

JudeyBoi

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I've just discovered 'THE GENDERFLUID CLUB' and I am SO FUCKING HAPPY!!! Seriously, their are nowhere near enough characters in books that are genderfluid!!!! (Crying happy happy tears)
          (I'm genderfluid. In case you couldn't already tell)

_awkwardfangirl_

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Have I been writing my nano project? Kind of. 
          
          HitM and BTR? No
          
          Working on rewriting projects? Not even a little
          
          A lesbian haikyuu au where every ship but daisuga is fem? Every fucking day
          
          If you're into some gay girl fluff and are passionate about Kiyoko x Yachi then this fic is for you✌
          
          https://archiveofourown.org/works/16522418/chapters/38702051

_awkwardfangirl_

Wow there is nothing like hitting writer's block on the day before NaNoWriMo. Happy Halloween. It's my biggest fear come true.
          
          Hopefully there will be new chapters up tonight. If not, know that I tried. I cried. I did my best. *looks into the distance* Now, to face NaNoWriMo, and see if I can ever win again.
          
          -Cecil❤

LilyLuna2018

@_awkwardfangirl_ You got this! Go Cecil!
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_awkwardfangirl_

Oh hey:) been a while:) I'm definitely not stressed about the fact I can't seem to stick to a posting schedule anywhere on the internet:)
          
          It's almost the end of October (hear my adult self screaming) so since I fell off the face of the virtual planet I thought I should drop in with my plans to take us through the end of the year! But first: where the heck I have been.
          
          In July I started ~antidepressants~ which is great! But I take a really long time to adjust to medication so I've spent the last few months very tired. As of a couple days ago though, I'm finally feeling good and ready to jump back into my projects without stressing myself out over "missed deadlines" (literally cecil you are your own boss you can give yourself endless extensions calm down son).
          
          My plan is to get some chapters pre-written for Back to Reality and History in the Making. Then, every Wednesday in November, pop one up to keep ya'll busy while I work on my nanowrimo projects. For now, while I work on the book I want to get professionally published, I gotta drop my passion project posting down to once a week, so that'll continue through December. No clue about the new year. I'm delegating that decision to my future self.
          
          Tl;dr i'm stressed and depressed but trying my best, new chapters next week Wednesday
          
          (And a HUUUUGE thank you to everyone who has been reading and voting on my stories, and for getting The Genderfluid Club so far? You guys are amazing and I love you all and I don't deserve readers as amazing as you guys wow.)
          ((Ok that's it for real this time))
          
          ~Cecil, your gay mom

_awkwardfangirl_

I asked a teacher to call me Cecil instead of Elisabeth today...big steps towards being more open about my identity, scared as heck, only took me eighteen years

_awkwardfangirl_

@mystery0person Thank you so much, it's been weeks and I'm still kind of in shock that it happened, haha
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UndrendeWyvern

@_awkwardfangirl_  I am in full support of you, and I think what you did was pretty amazing!
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_awkwardfangirl_

Hey guys, what's up?
          
          As promised, this week Wednesday will resume my normal Wednesday/Friday update schedule. I just finished my outlines for both books, and I'm nervous and excited to announce both books will be fifty chapters long! I know it's not the longest for the Rosemary & Juliet line, but it is the longest book about the Seven in the TGC line. I hope you're excited for some good-sized books.
          
          I have plot twists and big risks and happy domestic moments planned, and I really hope you're looking forward to it, because I am. These characters have grown like I never could have anticipated, and that's all thanks to you guys who keep reading. You mean the world to me. Knowing that even just one of you is reading what I write is a good enough reason to keep writing.
          
          Anyways, plenty of good things and heart-wrenching moments to come! I look forward to these books coming out.
          
          -Cecil xx

_awkwardfangirl_

Hey kids, how ya been?
          
          So, no updates for a while, but that's because finals jumped me, so it's been a little hard to keep on top of things. Not this Wednesday, but the next one, updates will resume their regular schedule. Sorry that I haven't been lately.
          
          In other news, R&J passed 200 votes today!! How cool is that? Even my old fanfic on my other account never got that many, so just thank you guys so much.
          
          This year is going to bring a lot of updates, and possibly many books, many twists and turns. I hope you're as excited for them as I. I love you, you're amazing, and I hope your 2018 is fantastic.
          
          -Cecil xx