hey guys, pro tip for everyone - DON’T be a pushover. (coming from one)
this is just a rant, so feel free to click off <3
for a bit of backstory, in february i got me and my friend last minute floor seats to billie eilish, which were $200. she asked me how much, i told her, she said she couldn’t pay it at that moment and still afford merch and other things. totally understandable, i told her no rush.
but it’s now april, and ive asked her at least four different times to send me the money and each time she ignores my message. doesn’t even come up with an excuse, just ignores the fact i sent it to her.
literally last night after work i sent a message on messages asking for the money as im currently in a stressful situation as i dont have the money i thought i would, which i need to afford my car rego. and you know what she did? she read the message (she has read receipts on), and literally minutes later sent me a chat on snapchat asking if we can play roblox. and you know what my pushover ass did? i said yes and didn’t say anything.
i know im so stupid for doing that but i have to see her every day at school and she’s my best friend and i literally cannot bring myself to put my foot down and demand the money, but i just don’t understand why she can’t send it to me.
she works. she works a high paying job and HAS money. i don’t care if she doesn’t send it to me all at once, but she hasn’t sent me a single dollar.
i’m so stressed about it all because now i have to ask my parents for like $200 just so i can pay my stupid rego and then i’m going to queensland in like a week and won’t have any money because im going to then have to pay them back. and i know even after this i won’t say anything because thats what being a doormat is.
i hate my life <3
