This happened 1 day ago, so everything is still fresh
I recently snapped at a friend of mine and half of the things I said wasn’t directed to him. He ended up blocking me before I was able to explain what I said. I was panicking the whole night and barely got sleep. Now in the morning, I realized something. Sure our friendship was nice, but I always had a deep feeling it wouldn’t last long until I get some help or take care of myself more. That night so happened to be my breaking point, which caused our friendship to end. My other friends said he was a jerk anyways because he would give me signals he liked me, but then would go back to being platonic. Along with just messing with me for fun. The whole thing is I don’t know who is in the wrong or right. Currently I feel like I’m in the wrong here. I don’t know what to do.