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Woow, much has been going on. How u doing lizzy?

Made my decision. I’m gonna write a Leonardo DiCaprio fic.
          GIMME OC NAMES PLS TvT

I’m bored so here’s face rev no.2

If I wrote a Leonardo DiCaprio fic, would anyone read?

i might or might not have thought of bringing your bestie back. lilian verstappen. two hands. lando norris. seems perfect after he won the championship.

i hate them all. they got me thinking of moving to an international french school. like i never imagined liking school bc the teachers are kind, i used to like school bc of my friends. anyway. i dont really care life moves on. pray for me i have 10 arabic poems to study and i have 1 day for that. i have to finish grammar and 1 text too. sobs.

spilling the tea on jaz bc im not studying. so basically theres a close friend of mine, lets call her lushka., so ive been talking with lushka a lot lately and i asked jaz if it bothers her that in walk with lushka sometimes. she said "no, its totally okay, you can have other friends." so it was all okay. but just a quick note, jaz has 2 close friends, emy and lets call her other friend b. they clearly dislike me. whenever we all walk together i feel left out. and b hugs jaz whenever she sees her, but doesnt always hug me. i didnt care. but on a thursday we were deciding to go to lushkas house. so jaz called her mother when she was at school asking her if she could go. her mum said "you really want to go to her house in this weather. dont 'please' me. ust drop it." (or smth similar) for context, it was raining heavily. so the week after that jaz started treating me differently. then stopped talking to me and even looking at me. in a geography lesson i said "youre upset with me." i wasnt asking. i knew it. she said "no shit". after that we had a 4 day holiday bc it was indepence day. i sent her a long ass apology "for whatever made her upset" on messenger. i checked the app many times. she was online the entire holiday. but didnt even bother with checking what i sent. like damn, ram (my englidh teacher, we were figuring a problem with one of my classmates out) texted me more than my own "bestfriend". then after a few days, i called her by her last name in class and even held her hand. i wanted to apologize. she didnt even look at me and continued walking to the girl that i was upset with. and she knows damn well how much that girl hurt me and was still talking to her casually. but in my case, despite the times she bothered me last year bc apparently i was scary, i still argued with my own guy bsf bc he embarrassed her for reading a certain book.
          when i told my current guy bsf that i apologized twice, he just told me to leave her and thats its her loss.

i miss yall sm i could cry. im studying for my fourth midterm rn, ill try to reply to everything the day i have english bc only 6 chapters are included. pray for me, bc math was ass, french was really good but im sure i have spelling mistakes in my article.
          anyway, what i wanted to say is me and jaz arent friends anymore. ill spill the tea when i open wp after my midterms. a lot has been happening lately.

hi ml
          i miss you

livvyyyyyy