do you know that feeling when something bad is happening to you, rather someone is doing something bad to you and you know that but still you have to keep your mouth shut 'coz you're too afraid to face the consequences?
do you get that feeling when your all alone and don't have anyone who can help you get through the situation?
sometimes you feel numb,
sometimes you feel sad,
and when this change happens frequently
you always choose to feel numb 'coz it's less painful.
And then you become that person whom people hate the most 'coz they think you are emotionless, insensitive. The person whom never in your nightmares you thought that you'll become.
Do you get that feeling?
~blish