_raxeira

is undertale relevant anymore? don’t know whether to continue uphill or not

minor_person

@_raxeira It's up to you. I know this is late but in my opinion undertale is still relevant and making a comeback. If you dont continue its fine, im guessing you lost motivation and interest in what your writing. do what makes YOU happy, not for others. unless thats what makes you happy. Have an amazing year, ill be sure to come back if you make another chapter of anything :)
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EisiamGodesOfStories

Please continue uphill!!! 
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AvLikesDrawing

Okay then, so I am super nervous right now... you are literally my heor, like my Stan Lee of Marvel, or my Stephen King of Science! 
          
          I really love you and your work and it took me two years to even gain up my courage to be talking to you! I am just telling you this because I hope that you can make more chapters of Uphill or make any book, even if its not relevant to UnderTale...
          
          But yes, I am literally shaking my hands while typing this... I just, love you and your work so much! 

_raxeira

is undertale relevant anymore? don’t know whether to continue uphill or not

minor_person

@_raxeira It's up to you. I know this is late but in my opinion undertale is still relevant and making a comeback. If you dont continue its fine, im guessing you lost motivation and interest in what your writing. do what makes YOU happy, not for others. unless thats what makes you happy. Have an amazing year, ill be sure to come back if you make another chapter of anything :)
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EisiamGodesOfStories

Please continue uphill!!! 
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_raxeira

oh! I forgot to mention. this is a pretty big confession.
          
          my name isn't lillie, nor lilla.
          
          those are names that i chose because i liked them, and i wanted to be someone different.
          
          now that i'm trying to find myself, i guess i'll start simple.
          
          "hi, my name is hazel keanu "

Dogafoga

@_raxeira pretty name!
            Wish I had one like that.
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cardiganbabe

@_raxeira aww thanks fam you too you're lit af 
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_raxeira

@CoffeeGuardian just splurged on Let Me Not. You’re such an amazing writer omg
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_raxeira

well...i guess i have some explaining to do.
          
          guess who's back?
          
          through the process of coming across 'shigatsu wa kimi no uso', some pretty rough times in terms of my self esteem, and a heavy breakup that basically shattered everything in my life, i've come to realise how unhappy i've been throughout my life. for a long time, i compressed all of my feelings–my depression, the absence of my parents throughout my childhood– and the only times i actually felt happy were the summer times; because i would practically live with my cousins, who i love more than anything else in the world, and because i was writing.
          
          writing was the only escape i had from a sad world. it was writing and music that were the two things that pushed me forward. (also, the shigatsu wa kimi no uso soundtrack was pretty life-changing too). i wasn't myself, i wasn't me. and that is so important, because i'm probably the only one who feels like i'm throwing my life away.
          
          that is why i'm returning to my account, to find who i am through what i enjoy doing. i'm changing myself as a person- from being kinder, indulging in my studies and hobbies, spending every chance i get to hang out with my friends, and reverting my hair back to light brown from pink.
          
          i'll finally be starting 'Uphill', the faithtale fanfiction i was supposed to write months ago.
          
          i just want to let everyone know how much better my life gets whenever i hear from any of you, your comments, your suggestions. 
          
          it really does make me happy.

_kanpekina

@_raxeira wow. To think that you stripped yourself raw for everyone to see is just...inspiring. I'm not going to push you for answers but I am curious to your backstory. Maybe you'll write about it someday. I don't know what you look like but all I can say is you're beautiful. Never change.
            xx
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fransational

@_raxeira OMG AND YOU KNOW SHIGATSU WA KIMI NO USO IM IN LOVE WITH YOU
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fransational

@_raxeira YAYYYYY YOU'RE BACK! WE'VE MISSED YOUR STORIES SO MUCHHH 
            T_T
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