_shweta_02_

Have you ever reached a point where you don't even know what you're feeling anymore?
          	Where you're just exhausted. Completely drained.
          	Yeah, I think I've reached that point.
          	I don't know.
          	Maybe it's the waiting.
          	Maybe it's the overthinking.
          	Maybe it's carrying things for so long that you don't even know where one feeling ends and another begins.
          	I just know I'm tired.
          	Tired of keeping things to myself.
          	Tired of acting like things don't affect me as much as they do.
          	
          	I don't even know why I'm writing this.
          	Maybe because keeping everything inside is getting harder.
          	Or maybe because I don't really have anyone to talk to. 
          	So here I am.

AashiSingh570

@_shweta_02_  You can confide in us, we will listen to you
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EmilyDeighton

@_shweta_02_ this life is hard. We understand too and please remember you are not alone. We have all been through or going through struggles, grief, sickness, abuse and hard times. Please know you are not alone.
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KeytlinVergara

@_shweta_02_ maybe I’m late but I just want to tell you that we are here for you. If you are comfortable enough we are are.
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blue1lobelia

Hi author. How have you been? I know its been a long time since you have updated, but I am hoping you see this message.
          First, I am really happy that you decided to share just a bit of your burdens and problems with us. Its makes me happy to think that as the story has been progressing, a relationship of author-reader friendship has been developing.
          Since you trusted us enough to share your problems, I want to do the same.
          I hope my story will help you with continuing forward, whether in life or in the story.
          Throughout 2 years, I had been struggling silently without anyone noticing. I am also a sensitive person who can't handle heavy emotions. When the emotions kept piling on me and my problems became too many, I was about to burst. I had many breakdowns and times where I was just broken. In those exact two years, I had downloaded wattpad. And your story happened to be one of the very first stories I had read on this app. This story made me feel similar to Kyrie. She had no one and obviously hid her feelings before she finally burst one night and confessed everything. Your story, even if you might not realise, it had a huge affect on me. It made me realise that there are people out there (fictional or not) who have feelings like mine.
          And when I least expected it, I started getting better, I started waiting for your updates even if it meant waiting months and months. I know maybe you are going through stuff, and you have all rights to not tell us anything. But I want you to know, just this one time, even if your story was fictional, it had a big affect on me. As Kyrie healed, I think I did too.

blue1lobelia

@blue1lobelia My problems still last to this day, I don't think I can ever say that they will disappear just like that, but I can say that bit by bit, your heart starts healing. I mentioned this before, but the feeling of loneliness has an effect that simply makes you hit rock bottom. But just as Kyrie is my companion that I have been following her story, I hope you find your companion that makes *you* feel better (even if fictional).
            I really don't mean to be annoying or make you feel pressured. I just thought if you see the story of a person struggling too, I hope you would realise that you arent alone.
            
            You are forever my favourite author. 
            Love, Lobelia ❤️❤️
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moonwrts_1

Heyy author I hope you are doing great in you life. 
          
          
          I just want you to know that, i personally really love the story elayne, the way you show the bond between romano siblings, the way you explain the expressions.
          
          
          You are an expert of explaining expressions.  
          
          
          When will you post? It's really a long time.
          
          
          I am curious what will happen next. The curiosity is killing me.
          
          
          Pls pls pls do upload the next chapter.
          
          
          Love you author 💋❤️
          
          Take care of yourself.