@aCrazyButChillReader
Remember my name by mitski and what's going on by Elio mei hit rlly hard rn
Depression blah blah blah do I deserve to live why are my standards for deserving to live so high black blah blah I sound like a broken record
WHAT 15 PEOPLE IN THE UNITED KINGDOM ARE ENGAGED IN MY VENT BOOK
Hey guys I might die<3
I inhaled h2o2 and iodine fumes
I have asthma
I am scared
I can't call poison control because I don't want to annoy them
I already took my inhaler so idk if the tightness in my chest is just anxiety or if I'm dying
@iris_forevz saur like I lived, I told my motha she supervised the experiment and yelled at me for being stupid XD
@aCrazyButChillReader okay uh tell poison control, >>>TRY<<< to regulate breathing, tell ANYONE around you i hope you'll be okay
i WANT to lose weight but
instant noodles.......theyre too fricking yummy
Only now i realize how much i forgot. I have two days.
not tellling you for what tho ^-^
Hello child
I feel awful I feel awful I feel awful I only have like 3 minutes left of screen time on my phone I feel awful I feel awful (check post below this one)
Omg I have a bit of a double chin and every time I eat something unhealthy or indulgent to prove to my parents I don't have an eating disorder it feels like it gets more prominent and it makes me physically sick bro I need all this fat OFF ME
@aCrazyButChillReader yeah, just so long as you're consistently moving! if you wanna keep track of that lmk i'd be willing to find something that works for you
@aCrazyButChillReader the pomergranate lollipop is my favorite preferably, but you can choose your own :3
I just posted 2 freeverse poems in Love Hard!
life money and convenience store
i think i might extend life money but im too lazy to rn
I'm a pathetic idiot who is NOT ready for states! I forgot everything! I dgot iodine on my clothes and for some reason poowder 8 is fizzing for a shit ton of time even thoughj i alr marked powder 4 as alka seltzer! Im a disgrace to my team.... guess i have to redo everything... but i REFUUUSSSEEEE TO QUIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i can do this, right?
sometimes i think i should just...
"I deserve it, don't i?"
new poem coming soon ig
