social media is fucking me up. The meritocracy is fucking me up. When will i be good enough? will i ever be able to create something good enough? Something official, yet something people love. I don't want to be reduced to an achievement, but the system is addicting until you burn out, but even then, work seems synonymous to worth.
I like Payjay, lightbrush, tacomic, nickloon, fantube, whatever marshmallow x apple x bow is called, SILVER SPOON ANGST ABOUT HIM THINKING HE'S WORHTLESS HELLO???, bot literally existing because they're my shayla, and like generally good things that aren't ooc pleaseeee
I've been rotting for days. Ugh.
Well, I got into the osc at least
I watched the nightly manor, hfjone, bfnif, and the first season of ii
Not rlly feeling too good about myself as Ive been bedrotting and doomscrolling for the past few days
disipline is yummy but really tiring
i haven't written in SO long bro
i spent an extra hour doomscrolling but i still needed to study at the end of the day so i LOCKED IN!
well only for 50 minutes but uhhhhhhh I PRIORITIZED SLEEP!
goodnight guys gals and other genrdered pals(i feel like i should give some cishet male rep)
I just pulled a 1 hour study session out my ass in the middle of the night right after reading the entirety of volume 3 of green yuri all day lets goooo
i mean 25% of it was just planning but likeeeee
@aCrazyButChillReader oh dear
i'm glad you studied and are doing things that you enjoy but remember to sleep okay??
why is everyone i know suddenly employed :sob:
My apologies for not responding to peoples vents, i have my own problems right now..like a lot of problems... i cant respond to you all I'm sorry i swear i do care im just so fucking tired.
@aCrazyButChillReader oh no i'm so sorry... i hope you feel better soon. there's nothing wrong with stepping back for your own sake, okay? don't be sorry <3
I NEED TO CREATE WHAGNENSMFJFENJFJF RAHHHHHH
BUT I MUST STUDY
if I don't create I'll just spend more time scrolling and not get studying OR creating done..
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