abiencesoul

exams in two weeks (probably gonna fail, law is hard), draft of the new chapter was deleted, depression is back (it never left)
          	
          	but at least I have money!

diamondsndostoyevsky

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Seriously fuck exams I feel like they kick off depressive episodes every time
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just_a_girl_sos

Good luck on those exams!
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annaadark

give us an update when it’s over, but i am hoping for u that it is gonna be okay! 
          	  
          	  (real) 
          	  
          	  money is the best
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abiencesoul

exams in two weeks (probably gonna fail, law is hard), draft of the new chapter was deleted, depression is back (it never left)
          
          but at least I have money!

diamondsndostoyevsky

this message may be offensive 
Seriously fuck exams I feel like they kick off depressive episodes every time
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just_a_girl_sos

Good luck on those exams!
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annaadark

give us an update when it’s over, but i am hoping for u that it is gonna be okay! 
            
            (real) 
            
            money is the best
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abiencesoul

I wanted to upload a new chapter, but I am sick (AGAIN AND STILL) and my laptop (after many shared years) just said "no, I want to be broken now"
          
          I want to kms, I am in pain and I am tired and annoyed.
          
          Believe me, I hate myself more than you all hate me for never posting.
          
          Maybe I will actually just end everything (Lie, I won't. I have to make myself suffer)

annaadark

we love you always.
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slaz_slytherin

@abiencesoul Girl, take your time. Your physical and mental health are more important. Hope you get better, love you!
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abiencesoul

my last free weekend till November… I will write you guys a chapter and you will love it! (you won’t, but it’s okay… )

annaadark

@abiencesoul oh no i hope you are better now (same lol)
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abiencesoul

forget what I said, I got sick BIG TIME because of the stress  : |
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abiencesoul

NEW CHAPTER!!!! (sorry…)
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1471529552?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create_story_details&wp_uname=countessaurora

Mar_inka258

When I will be more fluent in German, I will read this masterpiece once more
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Mar_inka258

Yess!!! Oh.. JAAAAA
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abiencesoul

Friday or Saturday new chapter, it’s finally finished, I just need to edit the last part!!!!!
          
          (bro, law school will f me up)

abiencesoul

@Mar_inka258 so ist gut
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Mar_inka258

@countessaurora ja ja natürlich
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abiencesoul

@Mar_inka258 I think you mean “Ja”
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abiencesoul

I am so sorry, I am sick since two months and my depression is really bad, my studies are beginning in few weeks, my mother issues is catastrophic and somehow I can’t breath anymore AND I can’t write anymore. 
          
          The Ao3 curse is slowly catching up

riddlemenot272

@countessaurora prioritize yourself :) spend time with yourself and when you really want to, you can come back <33 it's okay there are times when you dont seem to br able to write anymore (I've been there!) but those times will pass. Just put all the stuff happening with you outside your head and give yourself time and in no time, you'll be writing as beautiful as ever (I really love your Tom riddle fic even tho I have yet to complete it)
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diamondsndostoyevsky

Take as much time as you need if not the ao3 curse will take it from you
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