abiencesoul

I think about quitting writing tbh because this leads me to nothing

Joyce-Horan

@abiencesoul We always are our own worst enemy
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abiencesoul

I think about quitting writing tbh because this leads me to nothing

Joyce-Horan

@abiencesoul We always are our own worst enemy
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abiencesoul

Does anyone else not want to eat anymore, but not because they want to be thin, but because nothing tastes good and nothing satisfies them or is it just me?

abandoned-acc123

So real and then I end up losing 1kg and crying, because I need to gain weight and muscle and eat more 
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ethirealclouds

@abiencesoul I do and then I think abt dumplings <3<3
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abiencesoul

exams are over and I’m gonna cook these next chapters fr (I have new plot for y’all)

abiencesoul

@L1606lsr you will be soooo surprised (every time I have an idea, you know first) 
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L1606lsr

I’m so excited (I already know it) 
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abiencesoul

exams in two weeks (probably gonna fail, law is hard), draft of the new chapter was deleted, depression is back (it never left)
          
          but at least I have money!

diamondsndostoyevsky

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Seriously fuck exams I feel like they kick off depressive episodes every time
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abandoned-acc123

Good luck on those exams!
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annaadark

give us an update when it’s over, but i am hoping for u that it is gonna be okay! 
            
            (real) 
            
            money is the best 
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abiencesoul

I wanted to upload a new chapter, but I am sick (AGAIN AND STILL) and my laptop (after many shared years) just said "no, I want to be broken now"
          
          I want to kms, I am in pain and I am tired and annoyed.
          
          Believe me, I hate myself more than you all hate me for never posting.
          
          Maybe I will actually just end everything (Lie, I won't. I have to make myself suffer)

annaadark

we love you always. 
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slaz_slytherin

@abiencesoul Girl, take your time. Your physical and mental health are more important. Hope you get better, love you!
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abiencesoul

my last free weekend till November… I will write you guys a chapter and you will love it! (you won’t, but it’s okay… )

annaadark

@abiencesoul oh no i hope you are better now (same lol)
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abiencesoul

forget what I said, I got sick BIG TIME because of the stress  : |
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