nerrrrrrd

I just need to do a quick little rant session because ts makes me way too emotional every time I think about.
          
          Ok so there's this guy I like and I'm pretty sure we're friends. I mean we talk to each other casually and stuff. But I realize I like him as more than a friend. The sad part about this is I felt this way for 4 DAMM YEARS!!! SINCE 6TH FREAKING GRADE!! And every year I'm like "it's just a little crush. I'll get over it" and when we come back to school at the end of summer I realize I STILL LIKE HIM but I never said anything because 1) I dont wanna ruin a good friendship and 2) I wasn't sure if he felt the same way.
          
          So I played it safe until last year when he asked my best friend out. Basically right in front of me. First stab to my heart. When I told her that I liked him she said she would turn him down bc we're best friends. Yea 2 weeks later they started dating. 2ND stab to my heart. I thought I would get over it over the summer but NOPE. Enter this year (9th grade) and I still liked him when he and my friend were dating (they broke up shortly after tho).
          
          So I thought I finally had a chance (my friend gave me permission to go for it but I still felt bad bc it's her ex you know?) but then I find out (after I was told her didn't like anyone) he got my ex best friend (from 6th grade who liked him previously) flowers for homecoming and now they're walking each other to class, hugging each other, and stuff like that. 
          
          I should've learned the first time that no matter how much I like him he won't choose me but it keeps happening and I can't get over it and I just wanna die rn (omg that was NOT short holy crap)

Heyy — just wanted to ask how’s your day? And tell you that I’m bringing back Zoestery :)

Hy !! 
          I was rlyy obligated to write abt the way that ur pfp is so fckng gorgeous!!
          FINNALY SOMBODY WHO DON'T HATE VALENTINO!!

Soooo I just found out the guy i like likes someone else and she likes him back. He got her flowers for homecoming, she walked him to class, she has his number, and THEY HUGGED MULTIPLE TIMES. WHY IS MY LOVE LIFE LITERALLY TRASH??? LIKE WILL SOMEONE EVER CHOOSE ME??!?!! :(

WE ARE THE SAME PERSON
          I LOVE HEARTLESS 
          And KPD
          AND KOTLC
          AND PERCY JACKSON
          AND MYYYSSSTTTEEERRRYYY
          How is this possible

Screaming crying and throwing up because my teachers are giving me homework assignment on top of homework assignment on top of 3 DAMN TESTS and I can hardly understand anything

Soooo I kind of had to discontinue my other story bc it just wasn't going anywhere in my head and my writer's block wasn't helping. So sorry :(

heyy I like your updated pfp✨✨ why is bro so hot 

We have the same amount of followers lol ✨

my life is shit right now so im not gonna post a new chapter until maybe Friday. Sorry again :(