All of u following my stories, in so sorry I haven't been updating. It mite take a while, I'm just really upset. I auditioned for a play. I AM really good, but not good enough. I tried really hard, and thought it was better and more creative than everyone else. Well, I never got a casting call and I'm really dissapionted with myself. Just knowing I'm not good enough to meet my expectations, it just kills me. I don't feel like trying out for a play ever again and it's making me question my writing abilities. Well, I can't c what I write anymore bc my eyes r getting blurry from tears, I hope u understand. Failing an audition for me is like a really bad break up. I don't do auditions very often, and b4 this 1 where u always get a part. I'm sry, I have to go, I'm litterly sobbing