Hey guys, I know y'all are really wanting an update but my heart isn't in it. Two months ago a great friend of grown up with was killed in a car accident. This saturday would have been her 16th birthday and its been tough. I've been trying to work through it and finally thought I was getting better. Yesterday evening a friend committed suicide. I'm sorry guys but I'm too upset to really write. Ill update as soon as I can but now is not that time.