jimin is my loveeeeeeee

...logged in after months to see so much support and love and appreciation, thank you so much everyone..But  i dont think i'll be able to continue the book for at least another 6 months so i'm very sorry... I will however post another book called (incognito) which 14 year old me wrote cuz she was bored...But really sorry cuz even that book is half lol.. 
          
          Again, i thank every one of you from the bottom of my heart for showing me such love and support.. I think y'll deserve to know why i stopped the writing my book (TTAT)..
          
          TW(Ed's and cutting-)
          
          
          When i started it, i was in a very dark place, i hated my body, was going through an  eating disorder and was self harming. but dw cuz i am not eating healthy and no longer  cut myself. 
          
          I still do not love myself but honestly?? I dont hate myself now either..I am at peace with what i am and what i have..Yet i haven't completely healed and when i try to write i get flashbacks of what i was going through and my mental health get's a lil fucked up.. 
          
          I promise to everyone and myself,  that one day, after i heal, i will write..
          writing is not smth that im gonna give up on..
          
          and as per custom-
          
          I hope you all are happy and safe and healthy..
          Thank you and bye bye..
          love yourselves and saranghae...
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          now proceeding to view the 400+ notifications i got lol

sorry i cant even update a small book..
          sorry im a disappointment .
          dont bother responding cuz i wont be active here
          
          
          
          bye, take care

Hello lovelies, how r u yall?
          
          i hope you're doing good and ik it has been months since ive updated my book (it has been months i even logged into wattpad) so pls forgive me..
          
          The book is still very much on hold and im not gonna give false hope and say ill update it soon because i wont.. The thing is im preparing myself for a very tough competitive exam(some take like 5-6 years to prepare)that is held in annualy in my country (india). It is a very big deal and only a few thousands out of millions get selected (i have no hope lol) and people preparing for this exam (IIT) study like 20 hours a day (im barely doing 3 hours but meh).. So im unable to update my book.. or even write new chapters.. Pls forgive me..
          
          
          @dibaalia thank you so much for adding my book in your reading list.. 
          ofcourse im thankful to everyone else who even gave my book a chance and read it and voted in it and commented on it.. Its just that i opened wattpad after months today and my first notification was that @dibaalia added my book to her reading list and it made me very happy so thank you a lot..
          
          This also made me feel very gulty for not updating my book so im very sorry..
          
          i hope you all are happy and safe and healthy..
          Thank you and bye bye..
          
          love yourselves and saranghae...
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          https://www.wattpad.com/story/263520077

@lovejiminssmile Thank you :)

@lovejiminssmile And uh sorry for the super late message. I rarely see notifications

@lovejiminssmile I WOULD LOVE TOOOO BUT IM MORE OF A POKER FACE GURLLL

Hello everyone. 
          I hope you all are doing good and if not my DM's are always open. Talk to me. It feels better to let out and just..burst like a balloon then to keep them feelings Locked. The reason I'm here rn is cause I want to apologize for not updating TTAT regularly and putting in less efforts. I try to write it but I realise that everytime I do, I keep getting triggered. 
          
          I was fine for a long while, still am but recently, every once in a while thoughts that I locked away for so long keep coming back. And I feel like the balloon of my thoughts which I thought was deflated is suddenly getting filled up and I feel like it might pop anytime soon- and when it will, all that will be left are pieces of rubber.. (Okay but the balloon thesis wasn't planned, I'm just writing whatever comes to my kind lol) 
          
          Anyways what I mean is that I'm fine but I still need some time to work on myself. Update and edit myself before I begin with the chapters of my book. 
          
          I'm trying to not to get triggered and writing my book is doing just that. So give me some time and I promise to update soon.. 
          
          To those who didn't check it out, I'll be really glad if you gave it a chance. 
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/263520077

Hello!
          Sorry if this is a bother to you, but I was wondering if you were up to reading my story I Didn't Do It. It updates ever Sunday! Sorry for any inconvenience. 
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/254549782-i-didn%27t-do-it-p-jm

Y'ALL CHECK THIS OUT. 
          
          It's an awards competition for Y'all's books and I think you should check it out. 
          Check out my book too plsss
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/267768068

unpublishing the old version of through thick and thin in a minute and publishing the edited version (with more chapters) tonight.
          hope y'all will enjoy..
          
          love yourselves and saranghae...
          
          I'm crying cuz  im about to unpublish the 1st book i ever wrote 
          (•_•)