paul_baruah
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Okay now, get your head straight! Are you up for this?
'Hell yeah!'or maybe no?
'NO! focus', I said to myself.
I have to do it!!!
My heart pounding out of my chest.
Every iota of blood in my body is rushing to my cheeks flushing them red.
My ears get hot. I can feel the pressure building inside me! I'm doomed.
Alright then... Let's do it!I say to myself.
I sprint my way from behind the wall into the cafeteria through the door. Looking like a maniac.
I could feel my stomach turning as I saw her standing there talking to her friends.great,as if it wasn't hard as hell already.
Ok, no time to turn back now. I started to move by the tables while my eyes were fixed on her. She looked so perfect. Not that it was a new thing because she looked so damn perfect every single day.
I tried to think if I had never even 'talk' talked to her. Like a real talk. And the few incidents that popped into my head were really few. the one time I handed her fallen pencil and she said "thanks". Just that... Damn, I'm screwed.
My pace got slower and slower as I was reaching closer to her until I finally stopped right behind her.
Sweat beads started to form on my forehead. My finger started to quiver. I was breathing through my mouth as my nostrils won't get any bigger.
It felt like gravity was trying to pull me into the earth and to be honest, I would gladly get eaten by earth than do what I was thinking. god.
I was standing there like a statue and suddenly my eyes drifted to the side and I realized that the cafeteria was totally crowded. Shit.
Just then her friend saw me. I gulped hard. So hard that the sound, resonated in my mind.
I clenched my jaw as I saw her giving a sign to look behind ...
She turned around.
Interested?
If yes! Then check out the story 'thats how it happend' here. A lot more is in there!
https://www.wattpad.com/story/137638516-that%27s-how-it-happened
