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Part 10 
          ……..
          
          That was the first time, then, he gave her roses, she forgave him, and everything fell into place again. 
          
          But each time, that happened more and more often, the most serious of fights would provoke an inevitable beating, a terrifying silence, a gift of apology and forgiveness.
          
          She is foolishly in love with him, she can no longer hide it even if she tries to tell herself otherwise.
          
          Akane takes her to beautiful places, there are kisses, there are stuffed animals, there are hot nights. All of this is a kind of offering for her, a way to distract her because she is becoming more and more hysterical. She no longer knows how to get away from him.
          
          She knows that she would be able to abandon everything for him. He knows it too and he loves it, he loves knowing that she would choose him above all else.
          
          They love each other like stupid teenagers who will irreversibly die of love.
          
          One scary love.

Part 9 
          
          …….
          
          In the end, it was inevitable.
          
          Akane has hit her.
          
          After weeks of being anxious that it would eventually happen, it finally happened. If she did something wrong, she doesn't know for sure. She remembers a slight argument due to jealousy, and screams and a lot of anguish and out of nowhere, his hand had already slammed into her.
          
          But that mark on her cheek is not easy to cover with a simple ointment. She needs makeup that she puts on and she can go back to school the next day without anyone worrying about her.
          
          But that doesn't calm her nerves.
          
          She bumps into him in the hallways, but they don't say a word to each other, silence seems to be their only solution, neither of them knows what to say, so they prefer not to.
          
          The rest of the day feels almost flying. With Akane around, her head doesn't work well, the days went by faster and everything was spinning. But now she felt empty nothingness.
          
          She doesn't know if her sighs are of sadness or relief.

Part 8 
          
          …….
          
          They work like a loop.
          
          The more the weeks go by, the more obsessed they are with each other.
          
          He's a damn sly boy who has totally trapped her. He is taciturn and prefers closed places, he listens to Bach and reads 'Unworthy of Being Human'. He prefers silence and sometimes behaves rudimentarily.
          
          She is just a girl who has spent more than half her life planning her future and only her future. She doesn't do things as rough as him. She falls asleep early, listens to the Wonder Girls and reads 'The sky is blue and the earth is white' when she feels most anxious.
          
          They have become a duo that is perceived as revolutionary. 
          
          Yashiro wants to be everything to Akane. She wants to be his air that he needs to continue breathing, she wants to be that support, she wants to be his partner or his girlfriend, whatever suits him best. He already means everything to her and all she wants is to be reciprocated.
          
          Sometimes, at night when all the lights go out, she can still imagine it's the first day they met. She likes to dream about it, especially now that Akane has become more violent than before.
          
          She fears him a little more than before. When his shoulders broaden or when his teeth sharpen. She thinks he will hurt her, but he never does.
          
          She wonders what has created his bad mood, but like everything in her life, she never dares to question it.

Part 7 
          ……..
          
          He has not cordially invited her to his humble abode, but because of the lazy and hermit- like life he leads, she can easily assume that. Hell, as far as she knows, he survives on ready-made food from the supermarket.
          
          "That's not the important thing, do you want to go up to my room?"
          
          At that, he smiles too mischievously. As if he were the Cheshire Cat, he shows all his teeth.
          
          "Are you that desperate?"
          
          She doesn't blush too much, she's quite used to that treatment between them.
          
          "Shut up, I just offered it kindly."
          
          "Well, if you insist"
          
          They both go up. They practically collapse on her bed. The mattress is soft, if she must admit. She is not ashamed of her rome decorations. They are light colors, some shelves, books and her plants. There are a few stuffed animals between her pillows, but nothing that embarrasses her.
          
          And from the way he surveys her room, he seems to think the same.
          
          He likes.
          
          Ahe think with joy.
          
          They stay like that, comfortable.
          
          They appreciate the moment of tranquility, and just when her eyes are about to close, she feels how she is gently pushed.
          
          He has already changed his position. He's on top of her now. She lets out a slight squeal, but doesn't object.
          
          He opens her shirt, slowly.
          
          Button by button it rise until they reach her neck, where it is finally stripped away and allowed to be seen in all her glory.
          
          She is wearing a white bra this time. One of his favorites.
          
          Akane runs his skilled hands over her breasts and massages them like an expert.
          
          She can't resist letting out light whimpers, not very loud, but not unnoticed either.
          
          And the rest was history.

Part 6 
          
          …….
          
          They certainly shouldn't be doing this.
          
          She's had a very miserable and short list of rules that she's broken, naturally. Skipping some classes was a small thing. Playing a somewhat cruel prank on Yugi that included a bucket of water and some electronic volts was a bit bigger, but totally guaranteed not to fracture or, ever, kill. Getting a little revenge on Akane's ex-girlfriend was fun.
          
          All the fun things seem to push the limits. And Yashiro found the path exciting.
          
          Both she and he have been too ceremonious all their lives. Let them throw the formalities into the background for a while. At the end of the day, they are still teenagers. And it is normal for teenage couples to want to explore a little more about each other.
          
          So, when her house is empty, unsupervised, without parents, on a weekend, she and Akane have a very fun sleepover.
          
          "Nice place," he comments softly as they pass through her doorway.
          
          "Yes, I've taken care of this since I was a little girl" she answers.
          
          "From what I see. You've taken very good care of it, I congratulate you. I barely have enough strength to get out of bed and wash some dishes and my clothes."
          
          She knows that.

Part 5 
          
          ………
          
          Sometimes they skip some classes.
          
          They snicker at their small act of rebellion and hide in the most secluded part of the facility (which turns out to be below the stands). He takes out his packet. (She has also made a mental note, he doesn't smoke any brand other than Seven stars). He takes a cigarette and puts it in his mouth.
          
          She knows this is her sign.
          
          Since they started dating, she always carries a lighter with her. She takes it out of her perfectly pale pink handbag and spreads it out. She lights a fiery spark and approaches him, lighting his cigarette in the process. When he tells her that it's enough, she moves away a few inches.
          
          He lets out smoke from his lips. He slips it so easily that she wonders if she could ever do it too, but she never dares to question.
          
          She just puts the lighter away and presses herself against the wall, just like he does.
          
          Sometimes, Akane does these kinds of tricks with smoke. He makes circles with it, or at any other time, blows it out of his nostrils (anything to impress her properly). She quickly realizes that he is an avid smoker.
          
          "So," he begins, "I heard some idiot bothered you in your social studies class."
          
          She laughs with a touch of feigned innocence. "Something like that. He's a classmate of mine, his name is Yugi Amane. We really get along and all, but today he went overboard with a joke that came with a sexual insinuation. I just didn't want to talk to him anymore, so I left the room quickly."
          
          He looks angry. You can tell by his frown and pouting mouth. He doesn't like when someone bothered her, especially if it's a boy. Yashiro would be lying if she said she didn't find it so addictive.
          
          "We should fix that, don't you think?"
          
          And she's a little scared of the dark look he gives her. However, she can't pretend to be against whatever he proposes.

Part 4 
          
          -……..
          
          Akane lives in blue and sad tones.
          
          It's been a few months with him and it's easy to pick out his more superficial features. He is attractive in every word and undeniably handsome. He has a pair of dark circles falling from his sockets and gives off a depressing air.
          
          Cold words, cold hands and cold eyes.
          
          When he touches her, she trembles. When he sees her, he shudders, and when they talk, shivers run down her spine.
          
          Despite that, she always stays.
          
          She is passionate about watching him do anything. Since the day they kissed in that closet, both of them are practically glued to each other.
          
          Before, they had spoken to each other on one or two occasions, totally necessary situations and it had been composed merely of monosyllables, but now, it was as if they could not stop talking. You never know when he starts and she ends.
          
          They don't always share classes. She goes to math and he goes to language (a subject that, in Akane's own sweet words, is breaking his ass), but whenever they can, they sit together.

Part. 3
          
          ……..
          
          She shouldn't be paying any real attention to him.
          
          She should report it to the board – no, to the principals and teachers. That's what good girls do. There is a clear policy of demanding rules and one of them clearly prohibits cigarettes.
          
          But she couldn't bring herself to do it.
          
          She is shocked every time he walks into one of their shared classes. She jumps when they pass each other in the hallways, and sighs quietly when they share secret glances.
          
          Do not understand. She doesn't understand the words he said to her that day.
          
          "I know you won't tell anyone."
          
          She wonders if that was a threat. But no, it's not. It totally sounded like a statement. Like he really knew something she didn't.
          
          As she said, uncertainty was never part of her life, but now doubts were flooding. So yes, she gives him all the attention she wants, and after a few weeks, he actually seems to notice. He notices it and from the smile he gives her, he enjoys it.
          
          She must be ignoring him now, she can't afford havoc like a drama or something. She is good little Yashiro. The good daughter. The good student.
          
          She try to resist the urge to look at him a third time that day. She hides her face in her Catcher in the Rye book and hopes no one else sees her ridiculously juggling with her eyes.
          
          He takes her arm when her thoughts have filled her so much that she became distracted and let her guard down for a few minutes. He takes her to God knows where and is only brought back to reality when he kisses her.