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hi hello lo what's up, self?! 
          
          so our connection is still out (since the other day) so i am more than tempted to publish my beautiful, tear-jerking, eloquently-written one-shot masterpieces on here. still not sure though because i have a 50-50 situation going on. 
          
          other 50: OH MY GOD BIANCA IT’S LIKE SOOO GOOD !!! YOU’RE SUCH A GREAT WRITER, SHAKESPEARE WHO? OTHER WRITERS COULD NEVER! YOU HAVE THE SKILLS OF SHAKESPEARE, STEPHEN KING, AND WHO ARE WE KIDDING? JOSE RIZAL TOO 
          
          other 50: THIS IS PURE AND UTTER SHIT YOU FUCKING DONKEY! YOU THINK THIS IS GOOD ENOUGH? WELL THINK AGAIN, SHITHEAD 
          
          so like… are we still good, self? :’)

hello, self!
          
          due to the power outage, i was forced (against my free will, yes, i swear) to write a little drabble on my fav little headcanon ship (lustin), yay! btw, no pun or sexual meaning intended on that ship name. 
          
          i love and hate writing. it's just that way, but whenever i write this fleeting joy just comes over me and makes me drop my other hobbies and focus on writing instead - - it's a good and bad thing, honestly. 
          
          good because i'm planning to take up mass communication, which is fixed on heavy amount of writing (or journalism, for that matter), but still bad in a way since when i get into writing, it's like a hole i could never get out of. loosely translated to normal people language, it distracts me from doing the more important things like academics and family. 
          
          for the mean time, i'll see where this goes and where it can take me. wish me luck, self! see you again in 4 months when there would, yet again, be a power outage. 
          
          much love,
          bianca <3

hello, self! 
          
          i have no idea why i even bothered to write this when i know no one's gonna read this but i'm working on a new story while i somehow have time on my hands but it's very hard for me to finish projects like these. i really hope i finish this because i really like this one a lot. 
          
          it's a ziggy berman/nick goode story but it's in an HP alternate universe so there's justin finch-fletchley, luna lovegood, and more as extra characters. i'm experimenting with writing my own justin (not jkr's. he is nothing like canon justin! he's going to be like sb19 justin because he's the love of my life and duh! it's jah we're talking about and he's basically the walking, living, breathing version of the term 'dream boy') and such, so i'm very excited about that! 
          
          i don't want to post this on my main account just yet. will probably do that when it's complete with an epilogue, i've proofread it 7,000 times, and have nightmares about it. 
          
          <3