Hello!
It's been a long time.
I am doing well, thanks to everybody who checked on me.
I think I've probably subjected myself to what people call a heartbreak.
Whatever it is, God it's messy! I always thought I was very emotionally aware and intelligent person who knew how to communicate my needs and feelings, but when you're actually in the situation that needs you to be be your best, you become a very different person. I could relate to so many of the characters I've written, especially parts of Ruhaani, parts that I personally never liked about her. Parts of Ruhaani, that I was sure I would never relate to :(
Anyways, I have been in this emotionally draining and mentally exhausting situation for a few too many months now. A horrid situation to start a new year with. I think I have lost my spark and I am kind of in that— Heer-toh-badi-sad hai phase (God! It's almost embarrassing to admit to this but well... ) I am trying to be gentle with myself and deal with all that I have learnt through this phase.
I just wanted to drop by and let those of you who are waiting for me to get back to writing and those who were wondering about what's been up with me, know what's been going on.
On the bright side, I think this experience will definitely reflect in some of my writing in future. I hope so.
I hope you all are doing well and the new years been treating you kindly and well! :)
Love
– Anami!♡
