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your eyes is like heaven, your voice is like rain

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oh mother, i can feel the soil falling over my head

al kalbimi kurtulayim
          bende kalsin istemiyorum

it's too late

i know every sound when you sleep

you never asked why, yet you're still wondering.
          the blood is in your body, wandering slowly, but you're not feeling it.
          the love we had is disappearing, like a leaf losing its way in the wind.
          the heart of mine is starting to ache slowly, but painfully.
          and i see nothing left from me,
          just because you made me suffer
          in a storm,
          all alone without you.
          the wind took all of me.
          and you were the one that made me "me?"
          when there was no one else around me, you say
          now you are a leftover from my personality
          and i am mad at everything
          to the world,
          to the time,
          to me.
          but mostly at you...
          and it is because of you,
          i am the way i am 
          and the reason is your reflection in the mirror,
          you can see it when you're looking at yourself.
          i can't feel my lungs, because of you.
          you took the feelings from me,
          you ripped it out of my heart.
          you made me mad at everything,
          i cried out to  god, blaming him.
          but you were the one to blame.
          because you gave me a punishment, 
          saying it is fate 
          and we are one soul in two bodies
          but it was a disaster, for me to bleed this way
          again, again and again and again.
          

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