hi mls
so,it's very imp!
im going to be taking a break from writing and updating for a while. before anyone panics, PLS DONT.i'm not disappearing forever,im not abandoning any of my stories, nor am i losing lvoe for writing. this is jst me pressing pause for a while and breath a lil and get my life together.writing has always been sth rlly special to me. these stories, these characters, these worlds i've build in my head, they're more than jst words on a screen. they are comfort,escape, late ngihts,messy drafts and random ideas at 11 pm.
and honestly, you guys made it even more special. every comment, every vote, every little message meant more to me than i can ever properly explain. knwoing that people cared enough to read my work, wait for updates and feel things bc of sth i wrote is sth i'll always be grateful for. you all turned this from a hobby into sth that actually matterd to me.
but lately, life has been tough. school is too much, exams are coming and the pressure to do better than before has been a huge weight to handle on my shoulders. i kept on telling myself that i could handle everything at once. writing, studying, staying consistent while keeping my readers happy. i really tried to balance it all. but at some point,writing started to feel rushed.
instead of opening my drafts bc im excited, i started opening them bc i felt guilty. guilty for taking too long, guilty for feeling tired, guilty for disapointing people and that feeling slowly sucked the joy out of sth that was once my safe place. fter a lot of thinking,stressing, i decided that the healthiest hing for me do is to step back and focus on my studies. i know breaks can be frustating, i've been a reader too. ik some of u might feel sad, disappointed or even annoyed and thats valid. your feelings are allowed, but all i ask is for lil understanding. pls dont feel pressured to say if waiting isnt ur thing. i understand.
until then, please take care of yourselves.
see u soon.its a promise.
yoi ♡