aprilcitys
wattpad finally let me update the jude bellingham fic!! enjoy <3
aprilcitys
aprilcitys
wattpad won’t let me update… is anyone else having similar issues rn?
aprilcitys
final chapter and acknowledgments of ‘wildfire’ out now, it is over :(
i’ve loved every bits of this journey, i’m so grateful for each one of you
thank you so much. ♡
aprilcitys
just updated my jude bellingham fanfic tehehe
aprilcitys
new chapter of my bellingham fic is out!
aprilcitys
currently writing the next jude bellingham fanfic chapter as we speak, stay tuned!!:)
aprilcitys
i need a moment…
ajlawarnerrr
Babes where is the modern aerion fanfic :(
lovefrommadisonrose
@ajlawarnerrr please please please do i re read it about 5 times already and i miss it. I based a whole Sims 4 world off of it :(
aprilcitys
i unfortunately had to take it down due to lack of motivation :/ i might put it back up someday and keep writing it if i get the motivation back:)
diamentina
You’re feeding us with all the new books girl
aprilcitys
i’ll answer this once,
yes i deleted ‘if we make it’ and i don’t think it’ll see the light of day anymore, i don’t think i owe an explanation but i guess i’ll give you one anyway because you guys have been sticking with me for a little bit now and it wouldn’t be fair to just dip like this
i simply didn’t have any motivation anymore, i still have a lot of things to figure out considering my future, i have to remind you guys i’m a college student who’s been going through a lot of things this year, but i’m not here to tell you about my personal life. all i’m saying is, writers on here have a life outside of wattpad, i have other hobbies i want to put my time and energy in and writing this fic simply didn’t fit in my schedule anymore.
i had no true plans on how the story was going to end, maddy and bishop are both very complex characters and even more complex when you write them together, i just didn’t think i could do it and i’m sorry that i couldn’t.
i thought i was going to finish it honestly, i started this fic in the middle of finals and still tried to keep a balance but i guess i couldn’t keep up with it and i’m sorry. the fact that i was also pressured into updating kind of turned me off especially since i did specify that i did not want to be pressured into writing because it just doesn’t help, i didn’t mind people saying “this was such a good chapter, can’t wait for what’s next” because yes me too omg i can’t wait! however, the people just asking dozens of times a day if i’ll ever update was tiring and really turned me off.
i hope you’ll understand and again, i’m sorry, take care x
ps: this does not mean i’m vanishing off wattpad, i still have many works on there, i just didn’t have time for ‘it we make it’ anymore because it wasn’t my top priority (:
letmediveinyourocean
hey girl totally understand your decision esp as a fellow writer, it be hard af keeping motivation for long term stories/ feeling like you’re not doing characters justice because of how complex they are is something i can relate to. however comma i think that just shows that YOU care and you have a lot of attention to detail when it comes to how you write which are qualities of a good writer (which u are) im super happy i got to read your interpretation of a maddy/bishop story nevertheless !!
wishing you the best in your future endeavors
honeyquesadilla
hii, i saw nobody was replying but girl it's totally okay!! i'm so sorry if it seemed like you were pressured to be writing because every and any chapter comes out of love and passion so u are right!! i only downloaded wattpad just to read if we make it and i loved every second of how you wrote the stories and the characters, i truly wish you the best w ur finals + ur college life, it is not easy at all !! im so sorry that its outcome wasn't expected, ill def look into ur other fics ^_^