ari

I put my instagram, tiktok, and snapchat in my bio thingy if anyone wants to add me :)!! I wanna make some friends 

I'm coming back for a few minutes just to say Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to everyone :D
          I hope that everyone is doing good 

I'm sorry but I'm making a new account, people that I know in real life found this a year ago and it makes me nervous to post things knowing that they will be able to see it. I would normally be fine with this because my friends don't really read the stuff that I had posted before I deleted it, but I don't even talk to two of the people anymore and it just makes me nervous knowing that they could have easily shared it with anyone. I won't be saying what my new accounts name is going to be because I don't want people to find it. I still will check on this account about once a week just to see if anything happened and I might post drawings and stuff here instead of writing. I just want a new start and to be able to comment and write without people that I know seeing it. 

I just watched Suicide Squad like 4 years too late, either way I figured out three things, Harley Quinn is hot, Jared Leto was better when he sang "The Kill" by Thirty Seconds to Mars, and Twenty Øne Pilots made a good song, in conclusion I am emo and gay 

I'm deleting all of my stories, I'm sorry but I just really don't like them and they're based on things that have actually happened to me, and some people involved have my account which has made me really nervous to post new chapters. Also I personally think that my writing is really bad, and I hate that people have read them. I recently got a new idea for a story, so I'm gonna write a few chapters of it and begin posting that instead. I don't know when that is going to be though, I will hopefully have more time to write soon because school is ending in a few days. I'm just extremely unmotivated and a bunch of bad things keep happening and I can't really deal with it, everything just keeps getting worse and updating a story constantly is a bunch of extra stress added on top of what I already have to deal with. So I'm going to be taking a break for a little while again, I'm sorry. 

Wattpad has officially given up on sending me notifications 

I didn't think that I could become obsessed with another band because I'm already obsessed with so many, but then I found Palaye Royale, omfg they're so good 

I hate this, I just want someone to text me first for once, and make me feel like they actually wanna talk to me and like I'm not bothering them. No one notices when I text them and I wanna talk, and no one notices when I don't text them, so what's the point of trying if no one cares. I'm so sick of being the only one who puts any effort into a friendship. I used to be really close to a few people, but now it just seems like they don't care about me at all... 

I keep reading texting fics and it makes me sad because I want my friends to text me but they never do anymore, they're always just talking to each other while I don't have anyone... 

One of my friends said that I was a depressed Fluttershy, and I'm scared at how accurate that was