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Alr im ab to go off on a rant here but:
There's nothing better than your best friend and your crush flirting in front of ur face. ESPECIALLY when ur bsf knows how much you like ur crush. Man i fucking love her. And it was pretty obvious that she liked me back too until her and my bsf started hanging out RIGHT BEFORE I could shoot my shot and now she barely talks to me. And thing is, my crush hates being touched. So much. By everyone. But she lets my bsf touch her. Like her face and everything. And she gets so pissed whenever someone touches her face. And my bsf knows ab my past experiences and how I overthink shit to the extent that I literally start to twist the thing that happened to the worst possible outcome. Like it's such a bad problem for me and she knows that and goes to flirt w my crush.
And the worst part is that I'm not mad or sad, i just feel like she's slipping away and i cant keep in turning pages for her anymore.