Every man, seeing himself from the point of view of God the creator, should regard his own existence as a sacrifice made by God. You God's abdication. The more you exist, the more God abdicates. You never called for me. You never said my name. I'd have walked. I'd have crawled. I'd have done anything. My God, so distant and close: - If I come to hate you, it will mean I have finally begun to believe in you. even the greatest-even a saint-cannot escape death.