𖦹ׂ𝐀𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐚ִ ࣪𖤐

Every possible scenario doesn't have a happy ending. Even the ending itself 

Wandering aimlessly. Wishing i had a goal

I lost the only chance i had. 

Midway the race, i broke my legs. So I'm losing. 

I wish i could be reborn and start again. I promise I won't be this person again. 

Vomiting words because i cannot vomit my soul. And this a perfect metaphor for iykyk

I just want to escape Myself right now.  I wish i could leave my body without necessarily dying. I just want to feel a little bit lighter. To know what it feels like to not have a burden. I'm the burden. I've always wondered what it is like to be empty. I don't know. I'm empty and i don't know what it feels like. I wish i had a little life in this life. I wish i deserved life like any other person. I just don't know what i want anymore. I understand lenz's law perfectly for it makes too much sense to me. 

Time is going by really fast. I wonder if my future can wait a little because my paralysis cannot. 

The wind doesn't stop, the coulds, the waves, the traffic, the busy streets. Life is just going to be normal. Nonchalant world

I should stop regretting. Everything is random and i don't want to be responsible.