ashdrought

This is day 3 of having no home.
          	
          	I might have a roof over my head but I don't have the feeling of being 'home'. The house I'm currently living in used to be 'home'. But since we're moving away, it's not 'home' anymore. 
          	All my stuff is already in the new house. My books, my clothing, my furniture. I don't have a bed anymore.
          	My 'bed' is just a mattress. My 'pillow' is my jacket. At least I have a normal blanket...
          	Our current house is empty but loud. My parents are shouting. Sometimes at themselves, sometimes at each other, sometimes at us children.
          	School put much pressure on my until today. Especially because of the exams. I couldn't even learn good enough because I was busy with the move. Even when my father said to go home and study, all I could think about was the move. And all I felt was the emptiness and the desire to have a real home again.
          	I even broke down during a class test and cried after that in the school bathroom. I never thought that moving away can be so hurtful.
          	
          	At least we can soon move into the new house. Into the house, where all my stuff is. And hopefully, I'll have a home again.

ashdrought

This is day 3 of having no home.
          
          I might have a roof over my head but I don't have the feeling of being 'home'. The house I'm currently living in used to be 'home'. But since we're moving away, it's not 'home' anymore. 
          All my stuff is already in the new house. My books, my clothing, my furniture. I don't have a bed anymore.
          My 'bed' is just a mattress. My 'pillow' is my jacket. At least I have a normal blanket...
          Our current house is empty but loud. My parents are shouting. Sometimes at themselves, sometimes at each other, sometimes at us children.
          School put much pressure on my until today. Especially because of the exams. I couldn't even learn good enough because I was busy with the move. Even when my father said to go home and study, all I could think about was the move. And all I felt was the emptiness and the desire to have a real home again.
          I even broke down during a class test and cried after that in the school bathroom. I never thought that moving away can be so hurtful.
          
          At least we can soon move into the new house. Into the house, where all my stuff is. And hopefully, I'll have a home again.

MarinetteChain

Hello.
          It's me again. How are you doing?
          I've tried reading a bit of one of your stories (I think it's "Zorn Und Träne") and I've managed to understand a small bit of it. 
          What the little that I can understand, it seems really interesting 
          
          Perhaps you don't have motivation to continue just yet, but I want to say keep it up.
          
          I hope you have a wonderful day/afternoon/night further 

ashdrought

@MarinetteChain thanks man
            
            that kind of small messages are enough for me to keep writing this story. i'm happy that some people like that story (personally, i hate it) that's why i want to complete it. 
            
            after all, i'm planning two new stories wich i'll probably translate into english
            
            have a wonderful day/afternoon/night, comrade
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ashdrought

Jetzt mal so random an meine deutschen Kartoffeln...
          
          Salz- oder Sesambrezel?
          
          Weil ich hab hier ne Brezel, die non-binary zu sein scheint... Die hat literally beides drauf
          
          

ashdrought

@JustHalfAlive Bin ganz deiner Meinung
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JustHalfAlive

@Nachtfluss 
            Salz, definitiv 
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Cytio___

heeeeeeeeeey it's been a while!
          
          and i've missed ya

Cytio___

really bad
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ashdrought

@Cytio___ oh, really? that's cool
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Cytio___

@Nachtfluss I really wanna learn russian
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ashdrought

Товарищи... Yesterday, we walked through a town, and I thought about the last words of a dying character to the girl he loves...
          
          Later, a guy played on a violin "Somebody you loved"

ashdrought

@Wolveeye44_2 No problem, товарищ 
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Wolveeye44_2

@Nachtfluss Thank you very much!
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ashdrought

@Wolveeye44_2 Oh... Here, for you: *virtual hug*
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queercore-

heeeeyoo whuts up

queercore-

nice to hear that hehehe
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ashdrought

this message may be offensive
@trashpanda-011 school was shit, but now me gud
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queercore-

how r u today
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JustHalfAlive

Zorn und Tränen ist Platz 1. In „Ukraine“ und in „Nord Korea“!!
          Kann sein das es schon bissle länger so ist aber habs grad erst realisiert-
          Kann aber auch sein das es noch net lange so ist XD

ashdrought

@JustHalfAlive DREIFACH ✨Q✨
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JustHalfAlive

@Nachtfluss 
            HHAHAHDHFHHQHQHQH-
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ashdrought

@JustHalfAlive Pfff mir ist grad was eingefallen:
            
            'Bestimmt Platz 1 in "Ukraine" weil er die besten Varenikys macht hshfhahhfzsbw'
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