I want to personally apologize for feeding everyone's lust and sexual fantasy on here. Most stories on here are written for that purpose and I'm sorry for contributing to it, along with writing about magic, which is sorcery and witchcraft. I would delete everything, but I know someone will see this and be convicted about what they are reading and writing. The stories completely idolize romantic relationships and often unhealthy codependent relationships, and are written to feed people's lust and sexual fantasy. Not to mention the magic, witchcraft, sorcery, and all that superstitious junk with halloween and vampires and werewolves, ALONG WITH homosexual relationships and lust, not even to mention even more demonic crap like suicide, ghosts, the fascination with death and probably satan, and self harm. It's really dark and really not good, and I see that now, and if the Holy Spirit could use this profile to bring people out of that junk,  it's staying up. Please quit and repent of it, don't let all this junk stay in your life, it's not worth it. 
MOST importantly, please know that you don't have to search for love from a guy, a boyfriend, a homosexual relationship, or from a feeling you get from reading a dirty part of a book or in shows. The God of the universe loves you so much that He sent His Son to die on the cross for you, and if you repent and surrender your life to Him, and believe that His death on the cross and resurrection from the dead are enough to wash you clean of all the wrong things you've done,  ask for His forgiveness, and for Him to fill you with His Holy Spirit--He WILL save you, and bring you out of darkness and slavery to wrong things and influences, and bring you into His marvelous love and light.  The Christian life isn't all sunshine and daisies, there will be suffering, and every day we are called to deny ourselves, pick up our crosses and follow our God (Matthew 16:24-25). The love of God is worth it though, and I pray you may know it.