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heyyyy
          i am unpublishing the first two chps of STARDUST to properly workshop them! I'm republishing the pro-log to the edited version, because i have that re-written to a solid place! but thats about it ,:)
          i really wanna start writing it again, so i appreciate the patience <3
          k .. bye <3

150K VIEWS ON SKZ MOD CO?!!?! 
          gah! thank you so much guys TT
          i actually HAVE been working on other epilog chapters for it and im hoping the motivation will keep flowing <33
          all my love to you, mwah!!

im in your walls.

my notifs are being weirddd, are they weird for anyone else?
          anyway- new chps in GLOW and Swan Lake! (Prince Bride will possibly be out late)
          AND does anyone have any good recs for soft and fluffy hyunlix fics?
          if you have one yourself pls don't be afraid to plug your own! (it could be any skz ship tbh)
          im just looking for somethin fluffy and nice to read :)

i've written and rewritten this community post so many times, but i just can't figure out how to say it, so here goes..
          not so fun life update: i lost my second job! almost three months after i lost my primary job end of dec ,:) i got fired from my primary on unfair grounds, which was a lot as it included my privacy being violated, but for this one i was laid off because the owners decided to randomly file for bankruptcy on a random fing tuesday. no warning. effective immediately, i and countless others are now out of a job. 
          i was making barely enough to keep myself afloat, but it was still money, and now i feel like ive been thown into a void. 
          all i can really think of now is throwing myself into my writing to cope and maybe i wont feel so lost. :/ 
          
          my uploading schedule probably wont change yet, but change is on the horizon lmao and now yk why i came off hiatus so soon ,:D
          anyway, i love you all, i'm ok just needed to express these feelings in a calm way
          
          mwah <3

meant to have all three chps out today, but chp two for GLOW still needs a proper read through and first glance editing, soooo ... it will have to wait until i wake up tomorrow :P
          it's 2am for me rn and im so EEPY !! 
          but yes! new updates today!! <3

first chapters of Glow and The Prince Bride are out now!! :D 
          (swan lake has been updated as well :))
          hope you all have had a good weekend and have a good week!! <3

-- !! UPCOMING BOOKS !! --
           i have decided to go forward with "The Prince Bride" and "GLOW" at the same time :) since i am technically almost done writing Swan Lake (im currently writing the last chapter) i thought it would be good to do both since it wont be too overwhelming! 
          this does mean stardust will probably stay on hiatus, HOWEVER, i want to get to a point where im uploading for that one s l o w l y again ! 
          
          SO, with that being saidddd next SUNDAY the first chapters of GLOW and The Prince Bride will be out! bc im crazy :))
          heres the previews:
          
          --- GLOW [ minsung ] ---
          
          "You were my new dream."
          "... And you were mine."
          
          A tale of a man locked away in a tower, with dreams of seeing the stars, and a most wanted thief, with dreams of having everything. 
          When their dreams collide, it seems their fates are then forever en-tangled. ;)
          
          --- The Prince Bride [MATZ] ---
          
          One intriguing story of a prince soon to be wed and his lover who was presumed to be dead!
          
          "This is true love, you think it happens everyday?"
          
          see yall soon! <3

hellloooo
          its been a minute since ive done a vulnerable post like this so bare w me! 
          today is a really tough day for me because 8 years ago, my grandfather died after his battle with cancer that he fought for 3 long years. 
          its been 8 years, but everytime this part of the years comes around .. its a little harder to breathe, to think, to do anything really. 
          i write a lot about grief and loss, as im sure many of you have noticed, and its purely because its how i cope.
          i wrote a little poem for my papa after he passed and it was the first piece of my writing that i ever shared with my family. 
          it was hard, but i felt at peace when everyone reacted to it in a warm and relateable way. i like writing so that others can feel seen. 
          i just want to thank everyone who has enjoyed my writing, as im feeling especially sentimental today. it doesnt matter if you're day ones or new here, i love you all very much, and i love our small little community here :) 
          while i cant post the new swan lake chapter right now, please expect it later today! its pre-written, but i like to re-read over for any mistakes :P
          ALSO LATER TODAY!!! i will announce which book is next >:) and im very excited hehehe
          
          anyway, have a good day y'all, im gonna make pancakes and toast to my pops today with my friends. probably cry, probably laugh, but this grief and i are old friends now, so i know this too will pass. <3 
          remember to drink water!! rest well!!! eat well!!
          mwah! <3

STARSTRUCK IS FINALLY DONE !! *insert that 'absolute cinema' meme*
          I left a poll in the end credits to help me pick my next "parody"! 
          i wanna do tangled (minsung - SKZ) or the princess bride (matz - ATEEZ)
          BUT if you have any other suggestions you'd like to see (ik some of you have offered other good ideas) lemme know! 
          
          Thank you all for the love, mwah! <3