i'm just me. i try to show up and i try to write and i try to care. i try. 

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i listen to sad songs and i watch romantic comedies and i read sensual fanfiction because i'm afraid i'm never gonna be able to feel any of those things for myself

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i'm just trying to make it, but aren't we all?

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too mainstream for your grandma

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yeah, i write in emotions, particularly the unpleasant ones