avocadocore

Hello everyone. 
          
          I'm at the last year of my well... I don't know what you call it in English, but the point is, I'm 18. Next year I'll be studying something else... and I want to be a veterinarian :) 
          
          I had some struggles over the years. Covid and other things with my family that really fucked me up at school. I'm trying to say that my grades from 1st and 2nd half year sucked. And if I want to score high on the last year to come into the study I want, then I really need to work my ass off . Like really. 
          
          But I'm really scared of changes. There's so many things I like. I like to write, I like to sleep in tents and hammocks in the forest.. I like to draw and paint as well- and oh! I started doing clay sculptures too. And I love football. My team ranked first on the series last week hehe. I've healed since 2020. 
          
          Off topic. In summary, I'm a very busy person. Because of all these things, I forget I have an account where I publish stories (I dont actually know if people read anymore, though).
          
          So I will be on an official hiatus? Until I know if I can make it? I'm trying to be healthier. Sleep earlier and stuff.. 
          
          I have to search for a study in April I think it is? Until then, I have to work my ass off. I really want to work with animals... 
          
          Yeah, cause I also really love dogs.. 
          
          I'll see you later! I'm always available, I just won't publish any work :) 
          
          
          
          

I just found out that I can write the chapters on my PC, so this will go undeniably MUCH faster. 

Ehem, ehem dear readers. I had no idea that there were still users reading my content until today's message about the complaint of my stories not being finished. I apologise deeply and will start writing right away. I still have the plots of every story in my diary, so they are not forgotten. I apologise for having been inactive all this while... I should have been writing during this summer vacation. My deepest apologies. 
          
          I hope I can be forgiven? Even though months of absence is wayyy too much, I realise. But I've been here all the time. Checking on others, TRYING to read myself. I've been busy with things myself, but yeah- blah blah blah, excuses excuses. 
          I WILL start writing again :D 
          
          I promise 

ANNOUNCEMENT! Errrrr some of the chapters in IBP is way shorter than other chapters. I apologise if this is disappointing- 
          
          But- yeah that's it. I don't have a good explanation, except that I work night shifts and are extremely tired these days  0_0

Hello again, I've gone fully active on wattpad. Starting new since people abandoned me on my other platform . I'm tired of lies and broken promises, so I guess it's kind of a goodbye to the past?
          
          Anyways,  I was going to tell that I'm continuing:
          
          ☆ I'm bulletproof 
          ○ Obsessed with You 
          □ I love the enemy 
          
          I am advising to RE-READ I'm bulletproof, because I've done changes to the plot. I'm older and have a different set of mind. So I hope to make it better. 
          
          Obsessed with You is for now the story I'm the least motivated on. I think it's because I've gone through the plot in my head over and over again, like reading the same book over and over- (You get it)
          
          And my brand new story: I love the enemy, which includes only fictional characters I've made up, and I'm supper obsessed with it, and super proud of it. 
          It's probably the most insane and most emotional story I've done. It takes a mental stroke for me to write it @_@ I hope for it to be more recognised in the future, and enjoyed as well.
          The characters DO HAVE dark/black hair (skin colour is neutral), so if you're a Kpop fan who wishes to read ship fics, you can simply replace the two names for the main Characters if you'd like. (The skin colour is neutral, because I see very little of black characters is stories)
          
          Dear Diary is hard to continue, though it's an angsty story, and honestly I'm no fan of it myself. The story is alright, I just don't like angst, cause I stress about it @_@. And also because I wrote the story before, and the character had different names and looks- it's hard to NOT imagine the old characters when I write the new ones. 
          
          Thank you for reading, I *hope* to see more of people later :3

Hello again, I'm back? I have another story-
          Yes I know I haven't completed my existing ones..  
          But I think this one is more mature in a way? The others don't make sense in humanity or reality (well it's not supposed to be reality, but you get what I mean). 
          It's a whole new story my 17 year old self made just recently, I spent the whole night creating a plot that can be heartwarming, crazy, and thoughtful. One where you as a reader is as curious as the protagonist, and one where you can relate in crazy fantasies that don't exist in the world of our reality. 
          
          And for those who like crazy and mysterious, then this is the story. It is of course also a hardcore romance story, of longing and caring. 
          
          And I didn't make the plot over night- 
          I wrote it down over night cause I've been nonstop thinking about it. 
          
          But yeah that was it. I have summer vacation, and I'm starting to have a writing fewer, and that's it. 
          
          So many friends of mine don't exist anymore on other apps, but I hope there still are people left for me here (?). I miss many.
          
          
          And if anyone would rather like me to continue the on going stories, then of course I will do that first instead :)

So, I've been quite inactive here on wattpad. I have another platform where I write stories too, but they're not so well worked on like here on wattpad. 
          
          When writing here, I wanna do it properly, but it takes much longer time. 
          
          Some more breaks, and I'll be back writing here too. That's a promise. But for now, all stories are on hold but will be continued. 
          
          I happen to be one of those typical authors that is diagnosed with depression. My anxiety and panic attacks has come regularly through my everyday life, and it's hard to live normal. So we've been contacting a therapist to hopefully cool it down. 
          
          I'm not leaving, and never have.
          I am returning indeed. 
          
          The first story I will publish a chapter on is Dear Diary with my return, because I already started on a chapter that is almost done. Unfortunately I can't publish it yet.
          
          Happy New year by the way! I hope everyone will have a wonderful year. I hope mine too will, even if it has started kinda badly this year too. 
          
          Anyways, see you in a few weeks!
          Thank you on so far reads! It makes me happy people read my crap lol. I'm still practising my writing here on wattpad. If it helps, I gotta say that English isn't my first language.