azrixvel

i might or might not have forgot i had a wattpad account mb
          	i have a few things to say;
          	
          	1st . All the fics i have on here are discontinued
          	2nd . I now have a twitter acc and a pinterest one where i repost my art from twitter (yay!!), the username in both of them is 'dakassoline' (i desesperatly need more moots mb)
          	3rd . Im probs gonna be more focused in art than in writing fics anymore because i've been on a streak of really really bad author blocks this year and i dont think im gonna be physically able to write lmao
          	
          	im also considering opening comms for both drawings and rentry graphics when i have somewhere to receive payments but it might take a while
          	p.s : go follow me in my socials heh.. follow 4 follow mayhaps..?

azrixvel

p.p.s : i just noticed a grammar error, i meant ' focused in art than in writing fics from now on' and not ' focused in art than in writing fics anymore' lmao
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azrixvel

i might or might not have forgot i had a wattpad account mb
          i have a few things to say;
          
          1st . All the fics i have on here are discontinued
          2nd . I now have a twitter acc and a pinterest one where i repost my art from twitter (yay!!), the username in both of them is 'dakassoline' (i desesperatly need more moots mb)
          3rd . Im probs gonna be more focused in art than in writing fics anymore because i've been on a streak of really really bad author blocks this year and i dont think im gonna be physically able to write lmao
          
          im also considering opening comms for both drawings and rentry graphics when i have somewhere to receive payments but it might take a while
          p.s : go follow me in my socials heh.. follow 4 follow mayhaps..?

azrixvel

p.p.s : i just noticed a grammar error, i meant ' focused in art than in writing fics from now on' and not ' focused in art than in writing fics anymore' lmao
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azrixvel

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worst emotional shutdown ive ever had in my life hahahaha im fucking locked out of my discord account and that blocks me from venting to anyone and i think i might go too far this time im sorry lmao mb

azrixvel

goodnight or wtv idk if i even want to open my eyes after going to sleep, ill unironically listen to MWD (this is a vocaloid reference please get it) anyways im off to reading m&m/coil
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azrixvel

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im too tired how to try anything not even od-ing again and my psychologist doesnt even helps and tells me im not depressive because i just lied to her abt i didnt try to off myself (it was because my mom was in the room) and i probably wont get antideppresives, what a good year to fucking pull an dazai or smth
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azrixvel

i dont even know im just too deep into ts i cant even help myself i think im just gonna go back into my coccoon of blankets and shutdown forever until someone forces me out of it
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azrixvel

im so sorry of being inactive here i just dont see the point of using wattpad because 1; the ui is so annoying 2; the website doesnt support darkmode and im photosensitive so it hurts to see 3; ao3 is literally better than wattpad in like 946386892 aspects 
          also because i've been mentally exhausted and i keep relapsing so i gotta get some time to myself to heal before doing something new

azrixvel

Has anyone noticed that Bellachickenwing's (The account who made Starbound phighting x magical idol!reader) account is not avaible? I wanna read it but it dissapeared of my reading list and also I don't follow them anymore for some reason (I DID NOT unfollow her) and them did the same too?

Calliewallie

@azrixvel hey!!! So this is Kathy's sister (and Bella's friend) lmaolmao and uh she told me that the account got hacked apparently??? And now they both can't do anything about it because all their assets were on that account 
            
            They are currently trying to make a new account but currently are busy with school and stuff so it will have to wait
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azrixvel

i feel kind of disgusted with me, i feel suffocated, i can't even look to the ground because that means looking at my chest, is too big i hate it is so disgusting is gross i want to rip it apart i don't want it i wanna vomit when i see it.

azrixvel

So regarding new stories, i won't let myself read any stories until i get that doc with the decorations and things for my new story done, and yes, the idea of the draft (Phighting x magical idol!Reader) is scrapped as myself right now doesn't have any idea for the plot or anything, and i don't find any 
          strength for finishing the lame wip i made of the design lmao, i might release it on my art work 'cause like i said i scrapped the idea so i don't find necessary to finish that one wip

Cel3zt

@azrixvel that's really unfortunate 
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azrixvel

this sounds so ai im so sorry but i feel silly thats why
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