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People expect me to talk to them and trust them but at the end of the day I could never do either of those things knowing what they did behind my back.
They treat me like I'm not even there half of the time.
I'm starting to wonder why I even put up with my supposed "friends" anymore.
I don't like them, I don't trust them, they act like I don't matter and they only talk to me when they can be bothered with me.
They make feel sick, they send me stuff they know will trigger me and they straight up act like they don't care.
Why does noone fucking like me?!