@babyhaikyuu
Heyy, I would appreciate it if you could check out my Bokuto short story <3
https://www.wattpad.com/story/339398066?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details&wp_uname=shiraneri&wp_originator=bgqIPjRIVwgHMG4CGBqsFAGILMib2IcQy3bOsxbsgHqLESkQW0rkP5rQKTOsgU98bwmwy79BpK3p0ZPoaB6QQDP6gKBKu6u2J1Shy0zAgMi6qgSUidBZcURDOg6nH92T
For anyone following this account! It's not active anymore because of some problems, babyhaikyuu's new account is @unicuudjdf299293399 Please go follow it instead, she will soon reupload all her stories there!
I can't I really can't I have to deal with the problems of my IRL "friends" then with mines,then I have to also deal will the bullshit of my parents and friends,and then I'm feeling guilty because I couldn't save the life of two persons that ended their lifes,and I'm trying to help a third one to not end theirs,do you know how fucking hard it is to deal with all this at the age of 13?! I'm trying so hard,everyone comes to me when having a problem,and I don't mind,because anyone at any time can lean/rely on me,can trust me,but who the fuck helps me? Who helps my mental health? I'm fucking 13 and I'm going trough all of this and more!!! It's so hard!
Okay, I DO NOT truly understand what you are going through, but hear me out. Please? We are different people. Different perspectives. Different experiences. I recently lost a friend, and I was soi used to it, I just didn't care. I'm also 13, not sure if you are still 13, but it's okay. On the note of losing people, the deaths of people. From the age of 6-10 I'd lost 7 online friends of mine to suicide. When I was 8 I lost my mum to suicide, my 2nd eldest brother at ten. And just last year when I was 12, I lost my eldest brother. I understand the pain of loss. I was a only child for a bit, but now I have a baby sister. She brought joy in my life, and I do everything I can to protect her. So I may not understand, but I promise everything will get better. It may takes months, maybe years. But the happiness will come. Sometimes it's a person. Like my baby sister. Like I said, we have different experiences, but life is getting better with my sister along my side, so I'm sure it will get better for you. Also, if you wanna talk, I'm here. I'm not amazing at giving advice, but I'm always open! I just want you to know I'm here if you wanna vent. You can cover every problem, I don't get triggered easily. So hit me with all you've got! I just want you to know, you have a friend if you need one! Anyways, that's all I have to sat here. Have a good day/afternoon/night and a happy new year!! Happy 2023 and may the universe be in your favor! <3 :)
I just published part 3 of 'When I'm bored'
https://www.wattpad.com/1219739162-when-i%27m-bored-things-i-do-when-bored-part-3
I just saw a video on youtube that I love,there are so good quotes if you want check it :)
Here you have it---> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UM2ooHPxbQg
I can't with everything,I'm having depression,emotional breackdown again,I'm even thinking of starting to cut myself again.I'm so fucking sad,my parents think I'm a dissapointment,my friends are fake or toxic,and the rest makes fun of me because I WAS inlove.And I discovered that it's impossible to find a boy that truly loves you,and it would be sooo good to find one that did,but it's impossible.Is is really that fucking hard to find good friends in friendships and relationships?!I'm fed up!(I'm writing this at school 'cause I prefer to ignore this suffering)
@babyhaikyuu You're not a disappointment, you're lovable, caring, way better than your "friends" I know I can't stop you from cutting yourself but trust me I know how it feels, this period will eventually pass and go away you just have to be patient. Just remember that we ALL love you no matter what you think <3
So like here they are currently the 12:13 am so goodnight or good morning in some cases :) Hope you have a good day/night :) <3
I make homade squishys,(I have squishys of a coockie,a pizza,a heart,a ice cream and an egg) but should I add them to my work 'When I'm bored'?
@Atsumusgreedyhole Ok,then I will add them tomorrow, 'cause now it's late( I forgot to say I also have a nacho)
I been studing for 3 hours and I just remebered(at 23:00) that they changed the day of the exam to Thursday ;-;
@babyhaikyuu my school doesn't change it but. If the teachers don't smuggle the exam schedule we're all damned, they tell us after to not tell any other class
MATCHING WITH MY BESTIE @Atsumusgreedyhole