tyy

Your biggest mistake is to think that you own me and that you have authority over my life, which obviously you don't. You only felt like it cause I let you to feel that way, by the way I treat you. Beach please you don't own me. So don't treat me like a toy, just because you 'got' me. Don't waste my time and money and not to mention my feelings for something that is temporary.

Why do I catch feelings so easily and got hurt unnecessarily? 

I must be so broken that I couldn't even able to tell him that I feel the same as he does. Can't even properly express my feelings even though I know and aware of this more than anybody else that I want him, so bad. 

He asked if today is my birthday. I replied, beach everyday is my birthday. I died every night and the next morning when i wake up, i am reborn. 

Conversations full of food pic and good morning and good night texts❤️

I bite my lower lip as he said "goodnight, sweet dreams" with my favourite emoji to me.

'I won't hurt you' he said. 'Never let you go' he promised. But just like the others, he got bored and left.

I didn't got in. Did i failed? No. You still can try. I choose the wrong path. Did i failed? No. You haven't hit the rock bottom yet. You still can try. I made big mistakes and now it affects my life miserably. I've failed, haven't i? I don't know girl, any thoughts? Trying to be positive be like. 

Me: no i do not like him. Also me: waiting for his texts, carefully planned a conversation so that we always have something to talk about, looking at his pictures again and again and again, laugh out of nowhere because he suddenly popped into my mind. "and that's my dear how i broke my own heart, again." 

Heh I'm actually still alive, tragic.