bandito_vic_

MY MOM IS TRYING TO KICK ME OUT FOR BEING TRANS SHE WAS SCREAMING AT ME FOR ALMOST AN HOUR I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO I HAVE NOWHERE TO GO IF SHE ACTUALLY MAKES ME LEAVE SHE IS SO MAD AT ME SHE IS BEING AWFUL I HATE IT HERE I CANT DO IT I CANT I GENUINELY MIGHT JUST TAKE THE EASY WAY OUT FOR REAL NOW I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE EVERYTHING IS AWFUL I CANT I CANT I AM CRYING SO BAD SHES SO HORRIBLE TO ME SHE SAID SO MUCH AWFUL STUFF I CANT DO IT  ANYMORE I HATE EVERYTHING I CANT I JUST CANT TAKE IT

CAINE_theRingmaster

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@bandito_vic_ OH SHIT. I'M SORRY I WASN'T HEAR EARLIER. ok, maybe call cps at this point or find out where ur partner lives and stay with them
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bandito_vic_

MY MOM IS TRYING TO KICK ME OUT FOR BEING TRANS SHE WAS SCREAMING AT ME FOR ALMOST AN HOUR I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO I HAVE NOWHERE TO GO IF SHE ACTUALLY MAKES ME LEAVE SHE IS SO MAD AT ME SHE IS BEING AWFUL I HATE IT HERE I CANT DO IT I CANT I GENUINELY MIGHT JUST TAKE THE EASY WAY OUT FOR REAL NOW I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE EVERYTHING IS AWFUL I CANT I CANT I AM CRYING SO BAD SHES SO HORRIBLE TO ME SHE SAID SO MUCH AWFUL STUFF I CANT DO IT  ANYMORE I HATE EVERYTHING I CANT I JUST CANT TAKE IT

CAINE_theRingmaster

this message may be offensive 
@bandito_vic_ OH SHIT. I'M SORRY I WASN'T HEAR EARLIER. ok, maybe call cps at this point or find out where ur partner lives and stay with them
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bandito_vic_

I accidentally pulled an all nighter FAHHH
          
          Also have I mentioned how much I love Ghost guys I love all of them bro especially Sodo and Rain and Cirrus and Phantom and like ALL OF THEM I can’t stop thinking about this stupid band bro

ForgottenBanito

@bandito_vic_ TAKE A NAP BRO!!!!!!! YOU GOTTA GET THAT SLEEP BACK!!!!!
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bandito_vic_

HI GUYS IM ALIVE YAY!!! Anyway I got into the band Ghost for real now and I have a new hyperfixation lol I’ve been listening to them casually for a few years but I locked in and now I love them so much I am still figuring out the lore though :> does anybody else on here like them OK THATS ALL :>

ForgottenBanito

@bandito_vic_ I'M DOIN AWESOME!!!!
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bandito_vic_

@ForgottenBanito HI I AM OKAY :D and that is valid it took me a while to get into them lol :> BUT ANYWAY I AM GOID HOW ARE YOU???
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ForgottenBanito

@bandito_vic_ OMG HIHIHIHIHIIIIII HOW ARE YOUUUU???? Also I've heard of Ghost but I feel like their music just isn't for me. I'm glad you like them though!!!
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CAINE_theRingmaster

Hey, Vic. I just wanted to check in on you to see how things were going on mentally. If you ever want someone to talk to, I'm always here, and there's other people too:)

CAINE_theRingmaster

@bandito_vic_ of course! good to know ur doing okay! :D
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bandito_vic_

@CAINE_theRingmaster HIHI sorry I have not been on here for a while I have been trying to get better so I took a little break but thank you for checking on me that really means so so much to me really thank you so much
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bandito_vic_

Seriously debating if I kms now because I’m officially out and I have short hair and I swear I thought I look like a boy but everywhere I go I get called a girl and people make a point of it to use my dead name especially my parents they make it very noticeable and not ONE person has called me my name and I hate it I keep lying to myself that I pass but I really probably don’t and I’m not sure what else to even change my hair is short it’s literally a guys haircut I am flat and I am tall and I dress like guys do and I just don’t know what I’m doing wrong or what else I even can do because I get called a girl without even needing to talk I can’t do it I can’t I hate it I really just want to kms now because I’m sick of being a girl and being told I am one I just want people to use my name it’s my favorite thing in the world hearing my name but only you guys on here call me it and if you knew me you’d probably think I look like a girl and I just don’t know what to do anymore

official_jax_toy_

Lowkey come run away to my house ml <3
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ForgottenBanito

@bandito_vic_ I'm so sorry:< Maybe we can try to come up with some reasons to stay alive? Like twenty one pilots^^ and your gf, Minecraft, the beauty of art, sunsets, and maybe the simple feeling of contentment? I had been contemplating ending it all last year which was a really rough year. I wanna share a lyric from one of my favorite songs called Treason: 
            "You're not to far
            You're not too gone
            You're not too bad to get better
            I know it's hard
            I know it hurts
            But things are gonna get better"
            
            Please stay alive <3
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CAINE_theRingmaster

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@bandito_vic_ STAY ALIVE. even if you DID look like a girl(which I doubt you do), I would still call you a boy because that's who you are. people just like to be little bitches and deadname ppl bcuz they're jerks and are insecure about their own fucking sad life. If people call you a girl, politely correct them and tell them to use Vic. If they keep doing it, either get mean or ignore them
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bandito_vic_

Why does everyone hate me

little_ray_of_insane

@bandito_vic_ I dont hate you ur mah bestie boo
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ForgottenBanito

@bandito_vic_ I don't hate you^^
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mmemau

@bandito_vic_ i don't hate you at all 
            i think you're kind person
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bandito_vic_

Hi guys I know I already asked but I’m doing very bad right now and I’d really like to talk with somebody it will help me a lot, I know nobody ever answers this when I ask but I really need to talk to somebody it’s ok if we’re not close I’m just not doing good at all, can anyone please please talk I hate being alone I’m doing not good

little_ray_of_insane

@bandito_vic_ im hereeee
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ForgottenBanito

@bandito_vic_ I can talk^^ we can talk about anything you need or want
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