Some days are just confusing for us. We can't come to a conclusion about what is actually happening to us. You feel every emotion at once, and at the same time, you can't even name what you are feeling. You don't even feel like doing your favorite activities, and you also don't feel like interacting with your loved ones. Days like these also exist, and they are difficult to go through because nothing makes sense to you during those times. And it's even more difficult to explain it to someone when your own emotions are confusing to you as well.
One of the hardest feelings to explain is when your emotions become confusing. You are not happy, but you are not completely sad either. You want someone to understand you, but at the same time, you don't want to talk to anyone. You feel like crying, but your tears don't come out. You feel like saying so much, but your mind gives you no words.This is what confused emotions can feel like.
Many people think they are becoming cold or heartless because they don't react the way they used to. But the truth is, sometimes your mind becomes so tired that it stops expressing emotions the way it normally does. It is not because you don't care. It is because you have been carrying too much for too long.
Imagine carrying a heavy bag every single day. At first, your shoulders hurt. After some time, you stop noticing the pain because your body gets used to it. The pain is still there, but you no longer react to it in the same way.Don't overwhelm yourself by thinking that you are being ridiculous or that something is wrong with you. It's okay. You are being normal. Things will make sense one day. I know it's painful for you right now, but never lose hope.