@stellsola sob story indeed! and I'm saying this with all the fondness my heart could handle. imagine a shy little suta with such a huge crush on someone at the tender age of 7!! must've been horribly confusing yeah? and YOU KNOW WHAT? TOTALLY RELATE! in a very very different way, in that I understand those big feelings at a tiny age. I had a girlfriend, IMAGINE! when I was that age. I remember only bits and pieces of what we were like: the holding hands, going home together and sharing tiffins, whispering not so secretly during class. we were classmates! can't remember most but IT WAS A BIG DEAL APPARENTLY with our parents being friends and us having exclusive nicknames for each other. some things will stick with you always, like how despite not remembering most things, I can still clearly recall calling he Kanchan, a name only I was allowed to call he by. lol. what I meant to say is I UNDERSTAND HOW OVERWHELMING THOSE FEELINGS CAN BE. I was lucky enough to not carry them with me for long so I truly hope you can leave them behind too. su su naaaa!
and yeah! I was being a lil over dramatic! my friends do actually really adore and spoil me to oblivion. so guess people do find me sweet. and those hot peoples I mentioned? they're just passing crushes. I'll be moving on to some other people by the end of next week. haha!
anyway I'm glad you're powering through the fog and sticking up for yourself! seek that closure, and live freely. I'm always here if you need someone to talk to! and when I finally bring myself to make an IG account, you'll be the first one I follow!
