Inku

I'm so pissed right now.
          So uh just learned that adhd is a mental illness. It never clicked in my slow ass head. I got diagnosed with adhd when I was in 1st grade by a literal doctor and they didn't even tell me the goddamn symptoms. And as it just happened that I have been so hard on myself for not being able to stop myself from talking about personal matters. It's super fucking upsetting because I don't even know how to talk to someone normally without telling myself at least one time that my input isn't needed and that people don't wanna hear that. And I've just labeled that as a 'disgusting trait of mine' for SO LONG. 

This is my own personal corner in hell
          
          
          
          e a t i n g  c a k e  o f f  o f  s a n s 

I’m going to cry
          
          Well I am crying.
          I had a whole essay typed up and ready to post but I lost all my progress.
          
          I miss my old disgusting books. I miss all of my readers.
          Your comments and support helped me survive.
          
          I hate myself
          
          
          
          I’m sorry you had to read this.
          
          
          I’m scared of myself right now.
          I might do something stupid.
          I’m a disgusting being unworthy of life and all of my followers.
          
          I might redo my old undertale book.
          But I might also not ever be back.
          I might not even make it through the night.
          I’ll miss you guys if I don’t.
          You guys always cared about me.
          If I make it through the night I’ll change my username.
          
          To something like:
          
          Westillexist 
          
          Or 
          
          Scaryfandomkiddi
          
          Or 
          
          Inkuchan_revived
          
          If you liked my books at all I’m sorry if I don’t make it and your an amazing person but(don’t take this personally) but I think your likeness of books is messed up.
          

I really enjoy your books i normally don't read some A/N but i have in some of your books and i want to let you know your not alone and i know it may not mean much but you are loved

hi @Inku_chan , mind taking a look at my book '365 Days' and leave some votes and comments?

@MewJazu Oh thanks!

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