"I'm sorry" but for what exactly? For telling me to 'do you a favor and forget about everything,' as if it's nothing? Like you didn't make me feel loved and cared for for the first time in my entire life? Like I didn't open myself up to you, giving you my time and everything I had? Like we didn't share advice and support each other through our problems? Like we didn't call each other with sweet endearments, like we were a couple? I’m not saying I like her romantically, but I just don’t understand why everything changed. We were fine, and then suddenly, poof! Gone. Three months of no contact, and then she says that to my face? I don't hate her. I can’t bring myself to, but I’m deeply hurt. Call me stupid if you want; I don't care. I just want to understand. I want an explanation. I want her to enlighten me. "Give her space, maybe." I did! She got herself a boyfriend, yes, but is it really necessary to throw me away like this? I thought we were friends! I saw her as my best friend! My younger sister, even! We promised, or maybe only I did. I once said to her, "Hey, I wish to be friends with you for a very long time." She agreed. What's this, then?
