Blake 🐧

today starts a new era where I'm starting to draw my book covers. I have a new zodiac story coming up, and it's gonna be about a magic school. 

Broo I need your story 

Nro, i keep having so many ideas for stories that could be multi-chapter, and I always feel like crap whenever I publish a new book without finishing the book that I was working on first. So I just keep bouncing around, hoping that motivation for a certain comes back. It sucks absolute butt because I'm indecisive about what I want to work on. 

I GOT STUNG BY A FLIPPING BEE (this happened ob Thursday) luckily im not allergic but goddamn, my middle finger is swollen
          

the season is changing. It's fall, and the cold weather is making sick . Waking up at 6am and going to morning band practice is NOT FOR THE WEAK. Me and a bunch of other people are just standing outside in 40° weather wearing winter clothes when IT'S FALL. Like damn, all of this for marching band. JK I LOVE MARCHING BAND 

soooo urmmm I decided to rewrite Yandere Simulator

U starting a new story

Uhhh.... so I'm rewriting Dream Life again, and this version is far more explicit than the first and second versions (iykyk). There's gonna be a lot more drama, too, and I may or may not publish it (prolly not cuz you guys probably don't want another Dream Life story). 

for the past two weeks, I've been going to band camp and preparing for my upcoming competitive marching band season. And during the two weeks in July/August, my bandmates and I are in the sun (and it's always during the hottest week of summer), and boyyyy do I have a bad tan. Honestly, it's my own fault for not applying sunscreen during the hottest week of camp. I wore a tank top during the hottest day and ended up with a sunburn and my shoulders being super tan and an entirely shade from my the rest of my body. 
          
          Today, I came home, and when I looked in the mirror, my nose was a completely different shade from the rest of my face. I looked like a Raggedy Ann doll. It's funny, but it also makes me worry that I might get skin cancer. I'm trying not to overthink about the whole thing, and I'm sure I'll be fine. 
          
          Band camp is extremely hard and takes a lot of physical and mental strength, and since this is my last year of marching band, i won't miss it at all, but I love the season. Going to competitions and seeing different bands from other schools are the best parts of marching bands. I'll definitely miss that. 
          
          I just really needed to talk about marching band lol
          

I get so anxious while driving, and today made me just so fricking scared. I don't know what the laws are like in other countries and states, but in my state, when you're turnung left, you have to wait until all oncoming traffic is clear. And today, I failed to do that. I was driving to the grocery store, and it happened to by an intersection, and it has a light where there's an arrow to indicate drivers that it's safe to turn left. 
          
          But I have a bad reaction time, and didn't react in time when the arrow turn yellow and off, and the light abive changed from red to green, and I ended up turning left. I end up cutting off the car who was supposed to pass me, and I feel extremely horrible about it. I get so worried that the traffic lights are recording (even though our lights don't have cameras) and that a cop is gonna show up. I always feel so awful even though nothing happens.
          
          Honestly, at times, I wished I never got a license and was never allowed to drive and that my parents never pushed me to drive, but I have to since I'll be going to college out-of-state and need to get used to driving. I've been driving for two years already, yet I still feel like a newbie. 
          
          I always try to avoid main street since it's so busy, and I get so scared when driving because of things like what I just wrote about.