bluemoonwhisperer

How do we stop existing?

ChinglishFixer

@bluemoonwhisperer - So sorry you're going through this…
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Wang_Laoshi944

@ bluemoonwhisperer  I dunno whats your thought?
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ChinglishFixer

Hi, it's me. Remember "Faceted Jade"?❤️

bluemoonwhisperer

@ChinglishFixer oh dear.. i hope you are well now.. please take care of yourself. And don't worry about the account, the old one. It's alright.  Be safe.
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bluemoonwhisperer

@ChinglishFixer did you create a new profile?
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ChinglishFixer

@bluemoonwhisperer Doing fine, thanks! Still recovering from an unexpected illness, but I'm grateful for the additional sleep and downtime. I'm starting to feel a lot better every day. How are you? Made a new account. Long story short, my old Wattpad account got the axe, so here I am again, haha…
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bluemoonwhisperer

I am sure you are wondering why I haven't been updating.. honestly nobody knows me- like the real me. I know I follow some of you on instagram, but still you don't me. 
          
          Recently, I have been finding myself too depressed and worn out. Like I want to end everything, this misery, the helplessness etc. I want to find peace, but I can't find it. I don't want to talk to anyone because they pretend to understand, but they don't.
          
          I have been reading so many books just to find some inspiration, but I still can't. I feel like oh, I know what to do now, but when I actually start doing it, everything just vanishes. Its like someone puts their hand in my brain and just takes out the thoughts I have. I hear this voices telling me I'm not enough. Which makes me so desperate to hear someone tell me I'm enough and mean it. 
          
          This is not to gain attention or anything. This isn't even 0.001% of what I feel right now. But just a part of what is happening.
          
          I am not giving any excuse, but I feel like I can't write anymore. I can't think anymore. I just want to tell you that please don't give up on me or my books. I just need time. That's all I ask.
          
          Thank you and I'm sorry.

dreamerharley

@bluemoonwhisperer if you ever need to talk I’m always available!! My insta is nikobranswhore 
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hanniescrossiant

@bluemoonwhisperer I'm so sorry to hear what situation you're in right now, I just wanna tell you that we will always be here with you and don't give up, you can make it through that just endure it a bit more :))
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taekookvk9597

Hey can you write taekook story again?? 

taekookvk9597

@taekookvk9597 yeah a new taekook angsty happy ending story. I'll wait thanks ❤️
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bluemoonwhisperer

@taekookvk9597 you mean a new taekook story?? Yeah why not? But I will finish the ongoing two books first♡
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bluemoonwhisperer

Hello everyone, I have a very important announcement. 
          
          As you can see I have taken down the book "Bodyguard" which was a fanfiction. I am deeply sorry for those who waited for me to update.
          
          I'll be very honest, I don't know how to continue it ahead, so I have just taken it down. I am not deleting it. I will try my to write it ahead and continue. Then I will upload it back again..
          
          Please continue to send your support and love xx