@boringlady
Being 18 always seemed so far away. A distant futer I would never reach. But now I'm two days away, and it seems like I reached it in no time at all. I feel like childhood is over, but I'm desperately trying to hold on. I'm not ready for real life to begin just yet.
Grays anatomy season 5 episode 24.
The girl totally pushed the dude in front of the buss, I call it. If not, we'll, good for her.
I just took the Pottermore sorting quiz again. I got griffindore. I refuse to accept it. I am, amd Wil always be a Slytherin.
When you realize you had a typo in the description for years. Ups
I got bad carma.
Nothing to bad, bou nothing got either.
I must have done something bad to get me where I am at least.
So where am I?
I'm at a point in my life where I get nose bleeds all the time. And usually at inconvenient locations or during inconvenient happenings.
I also get an eye infection every fourth week. They usually last for three days and make my undereye swell up and become all pink and stuff. It uncomfortable to close my eye, and for some reason it only ever happens with my left eye.
It sucks.
If I sit down and cry every time you feel a little pain,
I would never get up again.
Kepp strong and keep pushing through.
No one is probably going to read this, but I need to put it somewhere. I have found that writing or telling someone lessens the burden.
So here goes.
I am probably the most calm and collected person the people around me have ever met. Some might even describe me as a borderline care. I take no worries.
But from time to time, in surten cases, I get so worried and anxious that it tears me up inside. I can't sleep, my heart beats to fast. I can't get a break until it's resolved.
And I never tell anyone.
I'm a suverly private person. I hate sharing information and affairs in my life with others.
I had one episode yesterday.
I waited to long to deal with my problem, and now I'm worried it might fuck with my brain, and screw it up more than it already has.