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@Fem_Yangire Naturally, she would try to get rid of them. Cue, the teary-eyed monologue:"Just....get away from me! I don't want you to see me like this! Can't you see!? I'm hideous! I'm a monster, Jayden! An ugly, horrible monster! I....I can't control this anymore...I hate this....Everyone I love is...becoming nothing but a means! I...I can't even see them anymore.....Don't you see my eyes? Your all a haze....I look at you and all I see is the reason I'm here....Wanting to do it again, wanting to...to drain you until there's nothing left but dust.....It's agony....Do you know why I moan so often about my wings? About how much I miss them? You seen them while we were...making me this way, hadn't you? Weren't they beautiful? Didn't you see how wonderful they were? As if I was someone you could love? That is why I loved them.....They made me feel so very pretty.....So very loved...So....Hm.....Who am I kidding? I've always been hideous....haven't I? Some harlot who's no good with her tail down and her legs closed...My war stories...Have you ever heard any of them....About how I blacked out and woke up coated in the blood of my enemies? How I terrified my brigade so deeply they dared not to even touch me? How they'd watch me be beaten just to see me lose my wits on the battlefield? How they began to say:"Let our captain, the whore, handle it. We'll always have a weapon in our captain, the whore!" And I didn't argue. They were right. So...please....Won't you just leave this ugly, miserable whore be?"