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YOU followed me??? omg???

Thank for follow!

Thx for following me 

Hating on me won't ever get you love. 

I'm paradoxical I confuse people. I have a happy personality and a sad soul. When I try to be happy I think about sad things all the time. I'm bold but shy, I love deeply but sometimes I feel heartless. I crave attention yet I reject everything that comes my way. I'm healing and hurting at the same time. I love to listen but I never tell anyone what's inside me or how I feel. I don't really love myself but I love the person I've become. I say I don't care but I do care, too much, deep into my bones. I'm dedicated to growth but I self sabotage, I'm a living contradiction. 

Guys what does it mean when he has you spend the night after the first date and makes you breakfast in the morning? Is this love or am I another victim of a serial killer I'm not aware of? 

2025  stats:
          
          Height: 6'1
          
          Weight: 235 lbs ( Big Boy ) 
          
          Goals: Finish my home remodeling, be more outspoken and extroverted, keep making a difference in people's lives around me, update more constantly and keep being happy with the person I am ❤

Someone told me they only shower ONCE every 3 to 4 days, that's the fastest I blocked someone on everything, because wym ONCE EVERY 3 TO 4 DAYS? 

Late night texts from your ex where they're telling you about the good times we shared, I'm trying so hard not to fold right now. 

I never did like saying goodbye, because it meant that I'd never see you again and lately I don't think I can live with that consequence.