@bunnyballs i'm so sorry! I've been busy the past month, and I'm finally back! I hope you'll be okay. Well, um, I've been.. not too good lately. I was dating someone for 6 months. They were the best damn six months of my life. And a few days ago, she.. she dumped me. Well, her parents were homophobic, so she had to keep me a secret. But they somehow found out. She talked to me last night and said that she broke up with me because she was insecure about the relationship. She was insecure about being with me. She isn't aloud to talk to me, so I really don't understand why the hell she would break rules and possibly put herself in danger just to talk to me when she's feeling awful. She knows how I am, so she knows that I'll probably just make her feel worse and not realize it. I know there are plenty of fish in the sea, but it just hurts so much. It's really hard to get over it, but I'll do my best to not let this get in the way of things.