And then it was even more weird because the night before he had asked for my ig but Ian wanna say yes while my mama was right there so I whispered to him “I got you tmrw” and he said “okay” and my mama knows that he wants me because she said he be looking at me with those eyes?? Wtv tf that means and I’m like… it’s not even about the fact that you don’t want me bc I’m a loud, expressive plus sized girl. I’m not everybody’s cup of tea obviously but… overly overweight?? No tf I’m notI’m 5’10 and 195☹️