Hello,
I'd like to apologize for being not active such a long time and I came here to explain why 2022 was such a difficult year for me. In February 2022 I lost my great-grandma it was a really difficult time and I had a hard time. As I had no motivation to do anything, i still have difficulties with editing and writing stories. As I was mentally struggling trough 2022, god decided to take away another person from my family right before 2022 ended. My grandfather went to the hospital with a broken hip on 23rd December and since there was no doctor that could help him in any way, they did completely nothing and he just kept laying there. We went to visit him right after Christmas ended and we came to the empty room. No one has informed us that in the morning my grandfather was moved into the ICU and there was no hope for him. On the next day he passed away. It turned out that he got sepsis while being in the hospital... If he only got the help he needed... I don't want to write a whole essay about this cause it hurts but I'm not sure when exactly I will have the motivation and any ideas so I'd like to ask you for your understanding. Thank you everyone for not leaving and being patient with me and my mental health.. I'll try my best to recover as soon as I can. Thank you so much and I hope you're having a great day <3