casualmelodrama

Hi❤️this account is closed. Please note, if you post a message, there is a chance I will not respond as I am stepping away from Wattpad at this time. I appreciate all the support over the years and wish you all incredibly well❤️❤️❤️Thank you for your understanding. 

MidasPinkRose

@casualmelodrama Hey, I know you may not read this but I thought I had to say something. 
          	  
          	  I've only read one of your stories, Kaleidoscopic and it's been the main source of motivation for me. Everything about that story was beautiful, the way you captured each of your characters, the way you used the rule of three so perfectly in each of your characters and rules. 
          	  
          	  My favourite part of the story is when Jackson was gifted the kaleidoscope. It shattered me. The way you written the love between Jackson and Evan, at prom and everything else. Your writing has touched me in a way that I don't think any other author can. 
          	  
          	  I love your characters and I'm so torn that you've decided to back away but I respect your decision. If there's any way that we as your community can support you (socials, anything) please let us know. Everything in my will power wants to support you in your journey ahead whatever that may be. 
          	  
          	  Anyways, if you decide to do anything with your stories, just know that you have a whole community here waiting to support you. You're my favourite author and my inspiration for even beginning writing in the first place so please, best of wishes on your future and journey and just know that we will love whatever you do. Lots of love, I wish you the best 
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serendipityofautumn

Hi there! I'm not sure if anyone will see this, but I'm kinda hoping someone can do me a favor and spoil the end of Something Blue for me! 
          
          I was reading the story as you were writing it but for various reasons I did not get to finish.  The last part I recall reading was when Elliott left to go overseas (France?), leaving a devastated Pierce behind. 
          
          Was it a happy ending for them? I put on the playlist this week and finished listening today so I'm maybe a bit more hopeful than when I was last reading.
          
          Thank you for sharing your stories, Kendall. I think about them often, even now. ❤

casualmelodrama

@serendipityofautumn oh yes! he sold his car, chased him to paris, professed his love, they communicated and lived happily and adopted multiple children❤️hope that helps!
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QueerOQuesodilla

As I come here again, a changed woman. We recently lost my cat due to liver failure and I just need you to know how incredibly grateful I am for your words, and your skill. Somehow your writing has managed to get me through two of the hardest losses in my life. There's a chapter I always turn to, I re-read it so many times its practically written in the grooves of my brain. There's just something so raw, and honest about when Ronan breaks at the fairgrounds, its immediately comforting. I'm getting my first tattoo in about a month and a half and its just bewilders me how much a person can change through a loss, despite the fact I've wanted tattoos for as long as I can remember I have never made the appointment until now. I'm not sure why I'm writing this here, or why I'm sharing it. I think I mostly just needed to say it. ❤️

casualmelodrama

@QueerOQuesodilla thank you for sharing❤️I am beyond glad that my writing and this space brings you any sort of comfort. that is amazing. i am so sorry for your loss. sending you so much love. 
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bananamuffin27

hi kendall! it's been a minute since i've been on wattpad, but i just wanted to let you know : something blue, kaleidoscopic, and beck and ronan have all played such a big role in my own works as an author and how i want to give back to my community as well as what i want my readers to feel. thank you for that. i remember having asked you for advice and you were always so kind and open yet remained humble and gracious through all the compliments i showered upon you lol. anyways i wanted to say that although i do miss your works, i wish you luck on whatever it is you're doing now, and i do hope you let your wattpad community know if you ever plan to publish or write more works in the future because i will be first in line :) <3

casualmelodrama

@bananamuffin27 oh wow this is very kind. i am so glad you’re writing!! that’s so exciting❤️
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nanapey

hello kendall ! haha sorry i’m here to ask something again… i just remembered there was a scene in kaleidoscopic where someone kissed danny’s cross necklace but i can’t remember who it was. was it jackson or evan?

nanapey

@casualmelodrama how u wrote evan is so, so nice! he’s always so sweet ;( <3 and i love that decision at the end to take it off— the symbolism of it all is so good.
            
            i’m not sure i’m remembering correctly but i vaguely remember the cross necklace was somewhat significant when jackson and danny did it…. and either jackson or danny pointed out what the other did at that moment to evan, to like rub salt in the wound when he found out about their affair. but i’m not 100% sure about that either. i could be misremembering stuff hehe.
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casualmelodrama

@nanapey ❤️hello. if i recall correctly, and if i remember how i wrote evan, im like 90% sure he always kissed around it to be respectful. and at the end danny took it off for their final love scene. but for some reason i can’t remember if jackson kissed it or not lol if you remember differently let me know. thanks for being curious! 
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happyyykiwiii

Came back to see if anything was rewritten only to see you closed your account. I just wanted to say I hope you're doing okay and taking care of yourself. As much as I'll always miss Ronan and Beck, a story that shaped me and helped me discover parts of myself, I'm glad you chose to do what was best for you, because you matter more than any book ever could. I hope you're giving yourself the time and space you need to heal, and maybe one day, if it's something you want, you'll come back. But if not, I'm still incredibly grateful for everything you shared with us. Wishing you nothing but happiness, peace, and the very best wherever life takes you.
          

QueerOQuesodilla

I just came to say... I miss you, I miss your worlds and your words. You have been and honestly probably always will be one of my biggest inspirations. It feels a little weird to say this for possibly the last time as I know you might not recognize me (I've had a name change or twenty), but I love you Kendall. 
          
          -Kinky_Pizza (figured I'd go with one you'd know)

casualmelodrama

@QueerOQuesodilla hi jayde! of course i remember you. i hope all is well❤️
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nanapey

hey all. do u guys remember who confessed first between danny and evan in kaleidoscopic? like on the day of the homecoming dance or smth where danny and evan were in danny’s car along the train tracks(?).
          
          bc i remember one of them confessed and the other did not reciprocate, and asked for more time to figure out their feelings but the one who confessed saw it as a rejection and an end to their relationship. but i cant remember which of the two confessed  
          
          pls helpp

nanapey

@casualmelodrama oh yeaah that’s the one. thank you!! 
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casualmelodrama

@nanapey I think you’re talking about Chapter 7 after homecoming when they tried to go to the train tracks but ended up in Danny’s car. Which is when Danny confessed and Evan took a step back emotionally. 
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nanapey

oof i just realized it’s now been 2 years since i finished reading kaleidoscopic… how time flies. it completely slipped my mind to post an annual commemoration on my birthday haha. 
          
          thank you again for writing kaleidoscopic!! i know you have things going on for you and i don’t want to overwhelm or pressure you about bringing it back. i just want you to know how much impact your writing has made on me. it’s exactly like they say about being a mosaic of everything you love— your writing is and will always be a part of me now. in how i see things, in how i think and feel, in how i write.
          
          in the relatively short time that i knew it, i’ll always cherish kaleidoscopic, its memories and how it’s impacted me. i’m happy i was able to read it.
          
          whatever you decide to do and wherever you may go, i wish you all the best. thanks again for sharing kaleidoscopic with us, kendall. and i hope you’re well :)

nanapey

indeed, like Mrs. Hagley said, someone (or something) loved can never be lost ❤️
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Chlosmopolitan

hi kendall! from what I understand, you’re busy with the ups and downs of life - but just know that your readers support you endlessly and look forward to your (potential) return 
          just out of pure curiosity, with the works that aren’t being rewritten, how come you took those down too?
          
          specifically with kaleidoscopic, would you consider reuploading it or selling online copies? 

casualmelodrama

@Chlosmopolitan fair question. i think for my own mental well being i just had to pull all work from online. it became too overwhelming to keep up with the numbers, the comments, the questions, etc. It felt like a chapter I needed to close. I miss the characters sometimes, as if they’re family or something. But I also needed to move on. My mind was kind of in a drought. Kinda still is. If I do come back ever, I would probably start fresh with completely new story ideas. Thank you for being curious ❤️
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