kendall

hey! taking an otherwise banal january day to let you know that i think about kaleidoscopic from time to time. i want to re-read it but i need to be free from obligations and truly sit down in peace and quiet to savor it. its actually so weird that the book was a light read, but in retrospect, was so heavy with nostalgia and tragedy and ordinary but grand depictions of love so profound that it wounded my heart. i'm the type of person that when i read a great book, it sometimes entirely transforms my worldview (this has happened to me a total of, like, 3 times– it's that RARE). like my life is just pre-kaleidoscopic and post-kaleidoscopic now. so thanks for that. for upending how i think about love and desire and lust and adolescence and the terrible tragedy of youth in this impermanent world. i truly, truly love you if that isn't obvious enough. pray you're in good health, bye. 

heyy! do u have any social media accounts? i just saw a tweet that kind of reminded me of kaleidoscopic haha and i wanted to share it with u.
          
          anyway, here’s the link if u can/want to view it: https://x.com/fernm8/status/1875498856202506319?s=46

Hi Kendall!  Happy new year!!  Just dropping by to wish you a very good 2025 ahead ...and trying to see if we are getting Beck and Ronan back this year 

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          Hi, I read your story Something Blue, and I can't describe how it made me feel. It was so full of life. You took a lot of inspiration from your real life, and it was so wonderful. The chapter "Fun Facts" made me want to meet you in real life. I know that's not possible since we live in completely different countries. But I want to ask if you have Instagram so I could at least see you.

Happy holidays!!

hi kendall! have you watched fellow travelers? watching it rn and i’m reminded of kaleidoscopic a lot ;’’)

I hope we can enjoy Beck and Ronan again soon. I think I re-read it like 4 times when it was on here it´s one of the best books on here. Are you edititng it? 

Just curious will Beck and Ronan be available again? Reading Something Blue and wanting more background on the characters 
          
          Thanks :)

Just want to tell you I love you and you're destined for greatness 

hi, coming back here to say that the effect beck and ronan had on me was so incredibly profound it still revisits me from time to time. i’m not exactly sure why you took it down but i used to open this platform just to reread it and now to check if it’s back up again. you’ve instilled in me a love of not just your way with words but also the characters you constructed and even shakespeare. can you please at the very least give me a list of the singers that were in the book so i can have a piece of those guys with me at all times ? i wanna hang them up in my room. anyways thank you so much you’re so incredibly amazing